My Mom died almost 3 years ago.....when I was planning my wedding without her I would get very upset yet realized she was still wth me in her own special way.
Now that the wedding is over, and I look at the photos, it pains me terribly that she missed out on this. Its so upsetting.
At times like this I find the pain of her not being her to be sharper than the day she died. I hate this and am just having a really tough time.
Vent over
missgwife
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oh my gosh, I know how you feel. My dad died and I missed him sooooooooooooooooooooo much. My wedding day was truly a day were I missed him more that ever.
Becks526
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So sorry you couldn't have your mom with you, but I'm sure she was looking down on you and so happy for you.
Marly
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I'm almost done planning my wedding and I know just how you feel, both of my parents are gone now but I know that they are always with me. I lost my Mom last Feb. My Dad I lost 9 years ago. I know of the pain you feel, I was with my Mom when she passed and there are times when I can still see it so clearly in my mind. I know that in some way they will be there the day that I get married.
Sometimes I think that the pain won't go away but I'm glad for the times I had with them.
If you ever need to talk FM me anytime....
Dee606
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PattyK
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I know what you are going through. I lost my mom when I was a senior in high school and my dad passed away 5 years later. I wish that they were both here to help me plan my wedding, but I know that with every decision that I make they are both smiling down on me, they are my guardian angels. If you every need to vent you can always FM me and I will be there for you.
diva7531
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She was there!
snydl40
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I don't really know what to say, but I am sure she was with you on your wedding day.
Captsarkasm
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i'm so sorry that you had to go through that. I couldn't even imagine.
NovemberBride07
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anglbyme
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I know exactly how you feel.It scares me to know that in 53 days I will have to face that day without her and I hope I am not a hysterical mess.I know she will be watching from up above but it's just not the same......
