Now that i feel like myself again i can talk about it now....

Monday morning i went to work like i normally do and was on the phone with FH like i normally am looking for a paint store for him for our house we are painting when all of a sudden i had a SEIZURE with him on the phone...AGAIN....at the office....almost 6 months to the day!!! I was just able to utter the words 'im having a seizure' to him before getting up from my chair and then hitting the floor. The next thing i know im in the ER. I have no recollection of anything in between. I honestly just dont know what to do with myself anymore.

They have no explanation for it anymore. Just not too long ago they did all types of scans and testing and they found nothing. My brain surgery should have corrected all of this. They think its just residual scarring thats flaring up but noone can be too sure. The only thing they can do at this point is raise my medication EVEN MORE now and keep a closer eye on me. Just when i think ive put this somewhat behind me it comes back to haunt me...RIGHT BEFORE MY WEDDING!!...its nothing i wish on my worst enemy.

I wanna thank Barb, Haroula, n Becca for last night!!!!!...XOOOOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOOXOXOXO my body is paying for it right now but i so needed it!