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NWR- ANGRY VERY LONG

nifheim Posted:

NWR- ANGRY VERY LONG

Okay lately I come off a bit angry at times because of stress of trying to plan this wedding. My parents are very negative and not supporting me lately. Background info: Graduating colleged 5 years ago with A.S in Design I went into the workfork and shortly realized a B.A. was really needed. I had gone back to school at nights and worked days but this was taken forever. So i had switched to full time days at college and work part time days in order to get the degree and get a better job.

TODAY in my morning Psychology class I actually wanted to get up and punch someone and ram their head into the pavement multiple times.

My teacher has no control over the class. Its like a fight match with childish bickering and loud chatter everytime the teacher attempts to teach. She says nothing and is flustered over it.

We had a test in which everyone was YELLING about their marks and it became this loud fight in class. After 15 min i raised my hand simply said to everyone if you have a problem go to the head of the department with your test and have them mark it so we can move on. People weren't happy with my remark and i saw a girl mouth something and I looked straight at her and smiled. I actually considered waiting outside to beat her up.. like a stupid high school thing to do. I WAS ANGRY. So i calmed down - breathed realized it was displaced agression and after class she got up and i just smiled at her and did nothing.

WOW i can not understand how this happened. HAs anyone gotten SOO angry or upset lately and thinks its because of planning a wedding? I mean I never get that angry.... it has to be because of the stress of this planning and getting no help.
libby2595 Posted:

Re: NWR- ANGRY VERY LONG

sadly, i know your pain and frustration.

i wish i could have some magical words of wisdom, but i don't.

fm me if you want to talk and vent about it all... and if you need some help with the wedding
OrangeGrl Posted:

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hahaha I compleatly understand!!! I had a nervous breakdown last week because the DJ I wanted called me and we had already hired another one! I then called my first dj, fired him Trump style, I never liked him anyway, and hired teh one I wanted. You think that would make me happy? NO! I was just stressed out over the fact that rather than take a step forward in my wedding planning I took a step backwards and then forward right intot he same place we were before!! AND I am also in school full time AND I work full time as well!!! I think I need to just committ myself! Then maybe I can get something done!

nifheim Posted:

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HAHAH i know its like my head is spinning around. I feel helpless because everyone wants me to hold off making a final descision on anything till end of december. They say my wedding date is so far away that i should book anything but I just want the book the reception hall so i have my date secure.. FH had a fight about that with me and says we are waiting.. so i wait. I guess i am just going to have accept i will not have any control of anything and just let it flow. IoI Including my Psych class.

CASJLL Posted:

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In terms of college - I definitely know that feeling. There have been plenty of classes I just wanted to get up and walk out of because of stupid profs and stupid classmates.
In terms of losing temper....um. Right now I find myself not caring as much as I should about just job at the moment...I want to just plan. Ishould be freaking about some stuff at work and instead I just don't care....oops!

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