NWR at all just stressed out and need to vent!!!
Long story short, I have insane insomnia.
The past 3 weeks I have worked NON STOP! Need money for the hall ya know??
Regardless of what my work schedule is, I can't sleep at my parents house (where I currently reside). Night before last I do a midnight release for my store (Game stop)... Get home around 1:30-2 ish... And what do ya know? I can't sleep. About 5/6 am rolls around and I finally go in my moms room to pass out (after her and dad went to work obviously, her bed is so comfy lol)
Not a restful sleep to say the least, my employees keep calling/texting so I'm like i may as well get up... Go to work, have 10000 things to do.... find out my ride is going to be late getting me... thinking, great I'll get a few more things done.... Well 10:30 rolls around and my ride finally shows up. I get home, try to make some dinner and sit down to watch some DVR'd Criminal minds. Well Hello 3:30 am how are you? I crawl into bed, and stare at the ceiling til 4 ish.
7 am knock on my door: 'Can you get Pickle (dylan my nephew) Ready for school I have to go blah blah bla'
REALLY?! It's no secret that I don't sleep well at home, my family knew what time I went to bed last night because I left a note I couldn't sleep and needed as much as I could because I was working and Open-Close today. I wish I was kidding when I tell you I cried for about 15minutes.
Side note, my family, like most people right now, are having some money issues, so alot of my paychecks go right into household things. I am always the one bending my schedule to better fit everyone else in my house and not to toot my own horn, I am the last person I think about when it comes to most things. It's always the family first. I didn't start school this year becaue I figured it would be better for the family if I just worked 2 jobs and contributed more.
So here I am.... 8:45 in the am.... awake for 2 hours now... 2 hours prior to me needing to be even starting to wake up... angry and upset. and needing to vent to anyone that isn't FH because his answer would have been, 'You should have just slept over last night' Which is true, but I don't need to hear.
*sigh*
I feel a little better....
The past 3 weeks I have worked NON STOP! Need money for the hall ya know??
Regardless of what my work schedule is, I can't sleep at my parents house (where I currently reside). Night before last I do a midnight release for my store (Game stop)... Get home around 1:30-2 ish... And what do ya know? I can't sleep. About 5/6 am rolls around and I finally go in my moms room to pass out (after her and dad went to work obviously, her bed is so comfy lol)
Not a restful sleep to say the least, my employees keep calling/texting so I'm like i may as well get up... Go to work, have 10000 things to do.... find out my ride is going to be late getting me... thinking, great I'll get a few more things done.... Well 10:30 rolls around and my ride finally shows up. I get home, try to make some dinner and sit down to watch some DVR'd Criminal minds. Well Hello 3:30 am how are you? I crawl into bed, and stare at the ceiling til 4 ish.
7 am knock on my door: 'Can you get Pickle (dylan my nephew) Ready for school I have to go blah blah bla'
REALLY?! It's no secret that I don't sleep well at home, my family knew what time I went to bed last night because I left a note I couldn't sleep and needed as much as I could because I was working and Open-Close today. I wish I was kidding when I tell you I cried for about 15minutes.
Side note, my family, like most people right now, are having some money issues, so alot of my paychecks go right into household things. I am always the one bending my schedule to better fit everyone else in my house and not to toot my own horn, I am the last person I think about when it comes to most things. It's always the family first. I didn't start school this year becaue I figured it would be better for the family if I just worked 2 jobs and contributed more.
So here I am.... 8:45 in the am.... awake for 2 hours now... 2 hours prior to me needing to be even starting to wake up... angry and upset. and needing to vent to anyone that isn't FH because his answer would have been, 'You should have just slept over last night' Which is true, but I don't need to hear.
*sigh*
I feel a little better....
