NWR - harry potter

I'm freaking out a little bit. I am a HUGE!!! harry fan ( my students got me hooked last year) and FH reserved me a copy at target for my bday and i just called to see if their store hours are changing b/cof the release and they're not, FINE but i just wanted to make sure that since he reserved a copy for me it would be there not matter what time i got there (anybody ever see the seinfeld episode with the car rental???) and shes like well we're not reserving copies (my heart started beating really fast) i told her no no it has been reserved for a few months i just want to make sure my book will be there no matter what time i get there and shes like uhhh yeah i guess... YOU GUESS!?!?!?! WRONG ANSWER!!!!! so i'm FREAKN out (as if you couldnt tell) and now i'm going to have to get up at the butt crack of dawn tomorrow to be the first one in the stupid store tomorrow to get my book! I know i'mc razy, my friends make fun of me but i want to read this book before i hear the ending on the stupid news b/c i think i heard the times leaked it and i will CRY if i hear it before i read it. Ok my rant is over but i will be in a panic until the book is safely in my hands.

Do you all think i'm a complete loser now? lol