NWR- Losing a pet

It really stinks. My family's cat of 15 years had to be put to sleep on March 10. She was looking sick for the last week. My parents took her to the vet and they found out she had a tumor. I was so sad during the 1st week.. I even started crying at the store that my mom bought her dress at.. we went there the very next day and I guess I thought I was strong enough but started to break down in front of the sales people..they were nice but i felt so bad about it. Now I was feeling better but I'm so fed up with several people (I'd rather not vent about that at work)...and I'm feeling worse about my cat..I guess people's stupidity makes me realize just how extra special pets are to us.