NWR:I am having the worst day and I just need to vent :(

I feel like im not in a semi fight with all the important people in my life
:( Maybe its just me...but I have been crying all day..I hate this

sorry but I just need to get this out since I have like no one to talk to...everyone who is close to me is mad :(

My mom and sister and I got in a big fight on sunday, mostly because my sister is 17 and says very nasty things to me all the time. I understand its her age but a person can only take so much and blew up on her and my mom as usual took her side since 'shes 17'. Now this has been killing me because my mom and I are like best friends and to not talk to her is so hard :(

so today I finally called her and said can we talk? So we did and we r ok
except my sister printed out all the emails we wrote back and forth which I thought was so mean bc we were fighting I said some mean things...well she gave them to my mom and my mom sat there and questioned me....


I just called my sister and was like how could you do that to me? what we talked about was private and I was upset!..I am just so hurt she did that and I cant stop crying

Now one of my best friends...she was supposed to come out with me tonight so i text message her and say somthing like 'hey are u coming tonight' she writes me back and says no im going somewhere with joey...meanwhile she doesnt invite me. I ask her why shes acting like that to me latly and she says' well you have been hanging out alot with another friiend and only invite me when u are on the way there'

now I dont want anyone to feel left out...especially not one of my best friends so I tried to explain...i wrote back..

the first time we hung out this week we walked around the mall together to do somthing with our rings...and I called u and u said u were baby sitting...(so how is that not calling?)

second time I called to invite her somwhere..she was working so i called an hour b4 she gets out hoping she could meet us...

the third time..she could have came but I thought she would feel out of place and didnt want to make her feel bad about not being involved in what we were doing

so not that I need to explain myself for hangin out with anyone but thats what I did..and she was invited everytime! so I dont get it

and she writes me back wow u dont need to be so nasty after that!
I am just so hurt by everyone...but like I said maybe its me


so now my FH john had his friend and our best man over the house and they were playing vide games...so i said im going to run over to my moms to talk to her quick call me if u guys go out..bc we were all suppossed to go out...well I call him and guess where he is...EATING WITHOUT ME....I am just so hurt by everyone and I feel like no one wants me around :(

what an awful day...I think ill just cry myself to sleep :(

ugh ok sorry for venting

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Posted by katleigh3

Hang out with us for a while...you'll feel better! Are you PMS'ing? LOL...don't be insulted...you just sound like me when I am...I always feel like I'm fighting with everyone when I am...LOL

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I was actually going to say that too. I am that way. Hang in there Jess tomorrow is a new day. Eat some ice cream. That always helps...lol

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Posted by katleigh3

Hang out with us for a while...you'll feel better! Are you PMS'ing? LOL...don't be insulted...you just sound like me when I am...I always feel like I'm fighting with everyone when I am...LOL

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no not at all :( people just keep doing things to hurt me...I just got finished with my period and I never fight with people like this...I dont get why its all at once

Oh no!! I know that the right thing to do is to just tell you not to worry about it-- but sometimes I feel better when someone sympathizes with me because then I know I'm not being totally irrational!
I know the feeling when you're fighting with your family- I'm a family of all girls and we have our moments-- I'm sure if you said some hurtful things-- that she did too- and it is extremely immature of her to bring your mom into it that way! The thing to try to remember is that none of it will matter in a few days, you're family-- and when your sister is your age she will see how childish she was acting-- we all acted like lunatics when we were 17!!
Not to fuel the fire but I would be pissed at FH too- what is that about? but Men will be Men & sometimes they just dont realize they're doing these things. Just take a deep breath- it will all blow over- you're talking about people that are really close to you & when everyone cools down you can talk to each of them and tell them how they hurt you, this way when you're not in the midst of all the emotion they wont feel like you're accusing or anything. It will be ok!! We all have emotional days!!

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Posted by SoinLoveRwe2

Oh no!! I know that the right thing to do is to just tell you not to worry about it-- but sometimes I feel better when someone sympathizes with me because then I know I'm not being totally irrational!
I know the feeling when you're fighting with your family- I'm a family of all girls and we have our moments-- I'm sure if you said some hurtful things-- that she did too- and it is extremely immature of her to bring your mom into it that way! The thing to try to remember is that none of it will matter in a few days, you're family-- and when your sister is your age she will see how childish she was acting-- we all acted like lunatics when we were 17!!
Not to fuel the fire but I would be pissed at FH too- what is that about? but Men will be Men & sometimes they just dont realize they're doing these things. Just take a deep breath- it will all blow over- you're talking about people that are really close to you & when everyone cools down you can talk to each of them and tell them how they hurt you, this way when you're not in the midst of all the emotion they wont feel like you're accusing or anything. It will be ok!! We all have emotional days!!

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thank you....your response was really nice and made me feel better :)

its nice to have someone say ...'I know how u feel' lol

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Posted by jdienstag

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thanks

im sorry jessie-poo!! i hope your nights getting better!!

everyone has one person that does this to them! my g-ma does it all the time... she always makes excuses for my GROWN cousins and just says its not their fault but god-forbid i do something the wrong way i never hear the end of it! ...

its just a bad day.. try not to let it get to you... itll be done and over with and youll look back and say wow that was really stupid!

feel better let me know if you want to talk!

p.s. im TOTALLY obsessed with your ring! its outrageous! i kept talking about it to nick and hes like OK I GOT IT!!!

we still love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aww jess, sometimes these things happen spaced out and they're ok to deal with but when they happen all at once it feels like your words crumbling! Unfortunately you're in the latter situation, I'm sorry You know what they say, when life hands you lemons.....make some lemonade and spike it with some vodka! You're going to be just fine, people forgive and forget and move on

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Posted by Jesaroo2

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Posted by SoinLoveRwe2

Oh no!! I know that the right thing to do is to just tell you not to worry about it-- but sometimes I feel better when someone sympathizes with me because then I know I'm not being totally irrational!
I know the feeling when you're fighting with your family- I'm a family of all girls and we have our moments-- I'm sure if you said some hurtful things-- that she did too- and it is extremely immature of her to bring your mom into it that way! The thing to try to remember is that none of it will matter in a few days, you're family-- and when your sister is your age she will see how childish she was acting-- we all acted like lunatics when we were 17!!
Not to fuel the fire but I would be pissed at FH too- what is that about? but Men will be Men & sometimes they just dont realize they're doing these things. Just take a deep breath- it will all blow over- you're talking about people that are really close to you & when everyone cools down you can talk to each of them and tell them how they hurt you, this way when you're not in the midst of all the emotion they wont feel like you're accusing or anything. It will be ok!! We all have emotional days!!

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thank you....your response was really nice and made me feel better :)

its nice to have someone say ...'I know how u feel' lol

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I know what you mean-- sometimes FH tries to calm me down & it makes me feel like he's down playing-- I'm like- BABE- Sometimes I just want you to be mad with me, not just try and make it better!!! So I know the feeling!

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Posted by Soon2BMrsD

im sorry jessie-poo!! i hope your nights getting better!!

everyone has one person that does this to them! my g-ma does it all the time... she always makes excuses for my GROWN cousins and just says its not their fault but god-forbid i do something the wrong way i never hear the end of it! ...

its just a bad day.. try not to let it get to you... itll be done and over with and youll look back and say wow that was really stupid!

feel better let me know if you want to talk!

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thanks meggg

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Posted by Soon2BMrsD

p.s. im TOTALLY obsessed with your ring! its outrageous! i kept talking about it to nick and hes like OK I GOT IT!!!

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aw thank u thats so nice :)

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Posted by MikeandJess

aww jess, sometimes these things happen spaced out and they're ok to deal with but when they happen all at once it feels like your words crumbling! Unfortunately you're in the latter situation, I'm sorry You know what they say, when life hands you lemons.....make some lemonade and spike it with some vodka! You're going to be just fine, people forgive and forget and move on

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thanks Jess....I def need some vodka tonight hehe,..

I am trying to move on though and forgive and forget :)

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Posted by cbcf

Jessie I LOVE YOU!!!!

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Thanks Catie :)

love u 2

Hey, Jess...You feeling any better? I'm on call this week with work and got stuck on a conference call for the last 4 freakin hours...BLAH!

I was just hoping your night was going a little better than your day.

smile...we love you