NWR:I am having the worst day and I just need to vent :(

I feel like im not in a semi fight with all the important people in my life
:( Maybe its just me...but I have been crying all day..I hate this

sorry but I just need to get this out since I have like no one to talk to...everyone who is close to me is mad :(

My mom and sister and I got in a big fight on sunday, mostly because my sister is 17 and says very nasty things to me all the time. I understand its her age but a person can only take so much and blew up on her and my mom as usual took her side since 'shes 17'. Now this has been killing me because my mom and I are like best friends and to not talk to her is so hard :(

so today I finally called her and said can we talk? So we did and we r ok
except my sister printed out all the emails we wrote back and forth which I thought was so mean bc we were fighting I said some mean things...well she gave them to my mom and my mom sat there and questioned me....


I just called my sister and was like how could you do that to me? what we talked about was private and I was upset!..I am just so hurt she did that and I cant stop crying

Now one of my best friends...she was supposed to come out with me tonight so i text message her and say somthing like 'hey are u coming tonight' she writes me back and says no im going somewhere with joey...meanwhile she doesnt invite me. I ask her why shes acting like that to me latly and she says' well you have been hanging out alot with another friiend and only invite me when u are on the way there'

now I dont want anyone to feel left out...especially not one of my best friends so I tried to explain...i wrote back..

the first time we hung out this week we walked around the mall together to do somthing with our rings...and I called u and u said u were baby sitting...(so how is that not calling?)

second time I called to invite her somwhere..she was working so i called an hour b4 she gets out hoping she could meet us...

the third time..she could have came but I thought she would feel out of place and didnt want to make her feel bad about not being involved in what we were doing

so not that I need to explain myself for hangin out with anyone but thats what I did..and she was invited everytime! so I dont get it

and she writes me back wow u dont need to be so nasty after that!
I am just so hurt by everyone...but like I said maybe its me


so now my FH john had his friend and our best man over the house and they were playing vide games...so i said im going to run over to my moms to talk to her quick call me if u guys go out..bc we were all suppossed to go out...well I call him and guess where he is...EATING WITHOUT ME....I am just so hurt by everyone and I feel like no one wants me around :(

what an awful day...I think ill just cry myself to sleep :(

ugh ok sorry for venting