NWR:Is it possible to feel any worse about myself?

So my FH and I are going on our first 'official' vacation together at the end of the month and I cant wait! Look out Mexico here we come. However, I went bathing suit shopping this past weekend and
Everything was either too small (too revealing) or too old ladyish. I recently lost a lot of weight and thought that bathingsuit shopping wasnt going to depress me but boy was I WRONG!!! I had to stop myself from crying and or throwing up in the dressing rooms!
Bathingsuits are just a cruel joke right?

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Posted by monkeybuttz

So my FH and I are going on our first 'official' vacation together at the end of the month and I cant wait! Look out Mexico here we come. However, I went bathing suit shopping this past weekend and
Everything was either too small (too revealing) or too old ladyish. I recently lost a lot of weight and thought that bathingsuit shopping wasnt going to depress me but boy was I WRONG!!! I had to stop myself from crying and or throwing up in the dressing rooms!
Bathingsuits are just a cruel joke right?

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Aww sweetheart you are you're own worst critic! Bathing suit shopping is a terrible thing...I never find ones that I feel comfortable in. Remember you are beautiful...you should be proud of your weight loss...don't focus ont he negatives...focus on the positives~!

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Posted by MrsDrinkh20

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Posted by monkeybuttz

So my FH and I are going on our first 'official' vacation together at the end of the month and I cant wait! Look out Mexico here we come. However, I went bathing suit shopping this past weekend and
Everything was either too small (too revealing) or too old ladyish. I recently lost a lot of weight and thought that bathingsuit shopping wasnt going to depress me but boy was I WRONG!!! I had to stop myself from crying and or throwing up in the dressing rooms!
Bathingsuits are just a cruel joke right?

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Aww sweetheart you are you're own worst critic! Bathing suit shopping is a terrible thing...I never find ones that I feel comfortable in. Remember you are beautiful...you should be proud of your weight loss...don't focus ont he negatives...focus on the positives~!

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Well put Lauren! I definitely agree! Plus your fh is going to be so happy to be going away with you and he'll think you look good in (or out) of anything!

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Posted by maggiejoe

i hate bathing suits and i'm thin, they just never look right unles your a victoria's secret model who drinks water and nibbles on lettuce every other day

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they are soooooooo a cruel joke in my world!

be proud of youself. youa re beautiful inside and out

Stop it!!!! You are fabulous and gorgeous! And, your FH knows this!

Your gorgeous
Bathing suits are terrible!

well put Lauren!

you are a beautiful girl.. do not worry about it.... I have been up and down with weight all of my life.. and even at my absolute skinniest..... (120lbs) I still HATED THE WAY I LOOKED IN A BATHING SUIT......

A MAN must have invented them!!!!!!!!!

Also just think about what it would be like if MEN had to shove themselves in what we do... to go SWIMMING.. you will have a good laugh while you shop and think... DAMN I DO LOOK GOOD

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Posted by longislandlibrarian

you are a beautiful girl.. do not worry about it.... I have been up and down with weight all of my life.. and even at my absolute skinniest..... (120lbs) I still HATED THE WAY I LOOKED IN A BATHING SUIT......

A MAN must have invented them!!!!!!!!!

Also just think about what it would be like if MEN had to shove themselves in what we do... to go SWIMMING.. you will have a good laugh while you shop and think... DAMN I DO LOOK GOOD

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LOL that was a funny visual about he guys- good one!

my secret is those sheer sarong wrap around things... they cover the bad spots- I also have to say that the Victoria's secret bathing suits (not the models ) just seem to fit better... I do however HATE bathing suit shopping and think I might just skip that this year

Thanks ladies! You all made me feel a lot better. I guess bc I am finally back at the weight I was in college (the 120's) I expected this to be easier. NOT!!

You all put this into perspective and I appreciate that ALOT!!!

Im just going to go, enjoy my first vacation with FH, drink a lot and not worry about how not so festive I look in.........that thing.................