nwr....suuuuper depressed

Original post by atitus724

Jan 07, 2011 01:21 AM

sooo i just watched the 'i used to be fat' on mtv and im hysterically cryinnng.

i used to be 130 lbs my whole life...then i got the depo shot for bc and gained so much. 2 years later, im at 230. im grossed out with myself.

First pic is me on the right =[=[

second is me now

im done feeling sorry for myself, where can i get a personal trainer?

njoseph8 Posted: Jan 07, 2011 09:52 AM

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I am so sorry you feel this way. I understand how hard and depressing it is. I've had 2 kids and now have a thyroid disease and i just keep gaining weight if i miss a week at the gym :( and when i go i can't lose a single pound but it prevents me from gaining and i hate the gym but i have to dragg my a$$ there. I got my wedding dress back in may and i have gained about 10+ lbs since then i can NOT ZIP my wedding dress I just stareted this week a new eating routine and i signed up for a boot camp along with personal training sessions at the gym. it cost a fortune but it was either that or buy a new dress and i don't want it to come to that. Just hang in there and work your butt off... litterally we're all here to support you and help any way we can!!!!

ETA: I work in Bay Shore but my gym is in Farmingdale which stinks bc i have been looking for a work out buddy... For me, i need to go with someone else so they help push me and make me go so maybe that will help you too??

allornil Posted: Jan 07, 2011 10:19 AM

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hey...1 - you are freaking gorgeous. we're all saying it bc it's true!

2 - don't stress, and don't kill yourself over it.

I've been here...I was 226 lbs and finally i was like UGH I hate myself! I didn't wanna go out. Had anxiety over being in crowded places etc.

I joined ww and bc I was determined I lost 94 lbs. changed my life.

I'll even post before and after pics if you want..just for you, and i never do that! :)

try it...

but remember, your weight does not define you. It may make you healthier and give you more confidence if you lose some, but you are still the same gorgeous fabulous person you were then...and now. ok?

MrsTarricone2B Posted: Jan 07, 2011 10:20 AM

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You're a BEAUTIFULLL girl!!!!

MrsG2011 Posted: Jan 07, 2011 10:36 AM

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Posted by bubblichik

Please don't be depressed. You are gorgeous! Life gets in the way sometimes and takes over. I have recently gained more weight than I would like. It depresses me, but I have started to do something about it. Weight Watchers has worked for me in the past, so I have started it again.

If you need a diet/weight loss buddy let me know! I would love to be accountable with someone else! :)

you have FM.. I was over 200 pds and lose 40pds 2 years ago.. you can do it!!!