Oh MY God! God,....please help me

I HATE the way I feel right now. I am definitely PMS'ing. there is no way around it...and I get OVERLY emotional about everything...so I don't trust my reactions to things, prompting me to over think everything until I turn into the JUMBLING PHUQUING LUNATIC that I am right now.

I feel so sad...I can't stop crying. My brain must hate me...it's always waiting to conjure up some image or thought at the time it will hurt me the most.

I am in the middle of the 'thing' with Leo, and I don't know if I am a complete NUTTER or if the way I feel is valid.

I was in such GOOD spirits the other day...now I want to die.

Please God in the very least, help me stop crying.