Ok so here's my update!
I've been getting a bunch of FM's wondering how I am...THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!
My update is that I went to the lawyer yesterday and am officially filing for divorce. He moves out today (which I am a little nervous about cause I am at work and can't check what he's taking!).
I feel good about it, I realized that I kept pretending and trying to make my 'big' wedding something it could never be...something truly meaningful to both of us!
Thanks so much everyone, you are all awesome and I'm still lurking around these boards because frankly I think I am addicted...lol!
My update is that I went to the lawyer yesterday and am officially filing for divorce. He moves out today (which I am a little nervous about cause I am at work and can't check what he's taking!).
I feel good about it, I realized that I kept pretending and trying to make my 'big' wedding something it could never be...something truly meaningful to both of us!
Thanks so much everyone, you are all awesome and I'm still lurking around these boards because frankly I think I am addicted...lol!
