**QOTD 3/13/14 **

Good Morning ladies! So today's question is also NWR...

FEARS!! What is your BIGGEST fear (it could be wedding related or not).

My job sends all their employees through this 8 week class that is basically a customer service training meets motivational speaker. At the very last class, we have to get up in front of everyone and give a speech on what we learned (which is what I am doing in a few hours). I am not looking forward to it because I don't particularly LOVE public speaking and I know its a huge fear of most people.

However, my BIGGEST fear in the WORLD is spiders. LOL I am terrified and when we see one in our apartment I freak and make FH kill it. I even tried reading about different type, thinking 'learning' about them would help my fear. Nope. Doesn't work. I am still terrified as can be. I am also scared to DEATH of sharks. Like I don't even swim in the bay ahaha. I think Jaws scarred me for life.

Share your fears!!!

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I have 2 fears that have to do with where I am right now in my life. And one against a bug! Lol
I'll start with the bug.....we live in a basement apartment, idk but in the spring, summer and fall we get what I.Think is called a camel cricket.....those suckers r GROSS!!!!! Their legs r huge, they are almost hairy looking and they can jump FEET it feels like!! They r so hard to kill too bc they r fing fast!!! And practically have eyes in the backof their heads...no matter what angle u come at the with a long stick to kill them...they see u and jump away!!! Picture a person jumping on a chair bc she saw a mouse....yea that is me when those things r around!! I can't even kill it, fh MUST!!!

Ok now that I'm itchy and have goose bumps lol life fears!! So fh and I are looking for our first home....the fear of going broke always runs through my mind! Bc I've been told 100x that u never know how much.closing will be!! I'm trying not to over what we can afford and budget but it's very scary!!! And I feel like there is nothing out there.that I'll be stuck in this studio basement apartment forever!!

Second.....I'm.actually really scared to become a mom......fh will be a great dad.....but I am an only child that has no patience! Growing up.I hated my.mom(I'm sure most teenagers did but our lasted till.about 2 yrs ago) and hatred it's a strong word I defiantly dint mean hated!! But we fight all the time about nothing...kinda like sisters! I dint want that relationship with my kids! And I'm afraid bc I have no patience I will be as strict as my mom was. I see bad kids all the time( I took my momm for example dtess shopping for her dress in estelles and girls were prom dress shopping....the things this 16/yr old girl ess saying to her mother was so unreal I couldn't believe it!! I turn to my mom and was like never in 100000000 years will my.kids talk to any of us like that, which is ok but I realized I sounded like my mother!!. What I would do next would be what I.could change. Lol also the whole giving birth.thing is kind scary too lmao!!

Sorry so.long winded and for whatever typos I have phone is acting up and won't let me go back through this long message!!

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CLOWNS!!! I know that it sounds really stupid but I have been scared of clowns since I was about 4 years old. I am okay when they are on tv but when I see them in person I literally have a panic attack.

A few years ago I had a friend who I went to BAyville Scream Park with and one of the haunted houses is clowns. I didn't even make it past the waiting area before i was curled in a ball having a panic attack. Of course that just shows I am a sucker so I got 'picked on' even more. But I eneded up making myself do it. Of course I walked through the whole thing with my head buried them in my friends back.

**QOTD 3/13/14 ** - Long Island Weddings

Bugs... Mostly ones that fly and jump but I do not discriminate and hate all bugs equally... I at times will claim to be allergic so that when my grown *** runs away from a bee in public, people don't look at me like I'm crazy.

Some bugs I've grown the courage to kill, however there's been times where if a bee, yellow jacket or wasp got into my room and I do not see proof of death I have an extremely hard time going back in the room. It's rather sad to be honest with you : (