shh.. don't tell my FH

but for the past 3 nights in a row, I've been having different dreams about 3 of my ex's!!!!!!!!!


First was I was waiting for my ex (who I was in a relationship for 3 years with and the ******* cheated on me multiple times unbeknown to me) at the altar, and we couldn't find him. It was pouring out, and nobody wanted to go out in the rain and mess up their hair to look for him, so I went. I found him banging some chick behind the church! So i told my mom, and she said bc he's not bapitzed our church wedding won't legally count, so just to go through with it anyways bc all these people are here!!! totally something my mom would say, but soooooooo weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then the next was a majorly hot sex dream with a guy who is head of heels about me that recently got in touch with me again. He never screwed up or did anything wrong, the chemistry wasn't there and I only saw him as a friend. Weird thing about it, is that on FB the next morning, his status said 'just woke up from a dream with my dream girl'. very coincidental

Last night wasn't anything special.. had a dream I went to the yankee game with my ex that we never got to go on before we broke up....



seriously need to stop dreaming about these guys, bc I am known for talking and having conversations in my sleep!!!!FH will kill me if I start calling him rich, or rich or nick LOL!!!

I think its normal for the mind to think about exes when we're taking such a huge step in our lives.

At least its secret. I always feel so bad when i wake up from one of those dreams like he knows lol.

Last night i had a weird wedding dream. Everything was wrong. My ring was bizarre, i didnt know the groom, it was at a weird zoo like place and i missed everything. Bizarre.