I keep looking at pictures and i look redicuously huge. I have flashbacks of when i was really over weight...and although I'm at the ''ideal'' weight for my height... i still feel like i look terrible.
My mom put a picture on the fridge and I just... wanted to cry. I couldnt believe how big i looked and i kept saying 'if tahts how i look im not getting married'
I run every morning and work out every night. Sit ups, squats, you name it.
I know Ive been retaining water...can that make you look bloaty all over?
Jsquared279
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I just wanted to say that I think you are so skinny! I think you are gorgeous and that you don't need to loose any weight whatsoever. I know everyone has hang ups about their body but I just want you to know if I weighed what you weigh I would walk around naked 24/7 just to show off my cute skinny body! YOU LOOK GREAT! Don't beat yourself up!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YOU LOST 65 lbs! THAT IS AMAZING! Be proud of your gorgeous self!
ELluvsMB
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I'm feeling that way this week! I took some pics out this weekend and felt soooo bad when I saw them posted on Facebook, eww. The air in my gym broke and it's been insanely hot so hopefully when it's fixed this week I can start working out harder.
Suzanner
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Your post actually made me angry, and let me tell you why. I looked at your pictures, and you are clearly a beautiful woman. You are letting yourself be victimized by our ridiculous culture. Please don't do that to yourself, and please don't let anyone else do that to you. You should totally be happy and proud on your wedding day, and I understand that. But there is no reason, judging from these pics, that you should feel anything less than totally proud of yourself. I find it infuriating and disgusting that our culture and the world today makes a woman who looks like you do feel anything less than beautiful. I'd like to tell you to just relax and enjoy this time before your wedding, because it will be over so soon and you will regret the time you wasted being sad, but unfortunately I'm on my way to the gym. But I'm really serious. You look great, and I hope, on your wedding day, that you feel like the gorgeous lady you are.
