So freak dream of mine - what do you think?
In my dream, it was March 2004 (I met the man in April 2004).
Background: March 2004, I had a boyfriend and my hot Old Man ex that was floating around, sort of waiting for me to grow up. Like he sort of always waited for me to break up with my boyfriends because we always got back together. But I was in my early 20s, he was in his mid 30s - and I was a little girl.
Dream: I'm cheating my boyfriend with my Old Man ex. And it's awesome - because it always was - but I was so aware that I was dreaming and that it was so wrong. He doesn't want me to leave, but I get myself together and leave him alone, which hurts him terribly. I dump the boyfriend and stay away from my Old Man ex even though in the dream I'm aware of the emotional/physical difficulty (and I feel guilty throughout this part of the dream, because I'm aware that I'm dreaming).
Cut forward - I'm supposed to attend a seance. Everyone is getting settled and ready for it but the person who is leading it keeps me from entering the room. She tells me that with the energy I have around me that I will 'destroy' the seance; I'm too unstable, too volatile.
I wanted to be a part of it so badly that I asked her what I could do to fix my energy and she said, 'You know what you have to do.'
So I left - and I met the man. After some time, I brought him to the seance, happy, convinced that I'd fixed my energy. I introduce her to the man and I ask, 'So can we come in now?'
She said, 'No. It's all wrong.' She shut the door in my face.
I had this dream last week. I told the man about it.
I can't stop thinking about it.
Do you have ANY idea what it would mean?
Background: March 2004, I had a boyfriend and my hot Old Man ex that was floating around, sort of waiting for me to grow up. Like he sort of always waited for me to break up with my boyfriends because we always got back together. But I was in my early 20s, he was in his mid 30s - and I was a little girl.
Dream: I'm cheating my boyfriend with my Old Man ex. And it's awesome - because it always was - but I was so aware that I was dreaming and that it was so wrong. He doesn't want me to leave, but I get myself together and leave him alone, which hurts him terribly. I dump the boyfriend and stay away from my Old Man ex even though in the dream I'm aware of the emotional/physical difficulty (and I feel guilty throughout this part of the dream, because I'm aware that I'm dreaming).
Cut forward - I'm supposed to attend a seance. Everyone is getting settled and ready for it but the person who is leading it keeps me from entering the room. She tells me that with the energy I have around me that I will 'destroy' the seance; I'm too unstable, too volatile.
I wanted to be a part of it so badly that I asked her what I could do to fix my energy and she said, 'You know what you have to do.'
So I left - and I met the man. After some time, I brought him to the seance, happy, convinced that I'd fixed my energy. I introduce her to the man and I ask, 'So can we come in now?'
She said, 'No. It's all wrong.' She shut the door in my face.
I had this dream last week. I told the man about it.
I can't stop thinking about it.
Do you have ANY idea what it would mean?
