So I had another breakdown yesterday
This time resulting in breaking a wine glass on accident.
I am just so angry with some of my friends. A friend of mine said she can't make it to the bach party because she just got an internship and doesn't want to take time away from it. Ok....A week later, same friend emails me and said because of the same thing, she is not sure if she's coming to the wedding. NOT ok...
I don't know, but wouldn't you like, talk to your professor or something and work out a compromise? Make it up some other time? People understand weddings as an excuse. Now she told me she will be late and only at the reception.
I guess I shouldn't be mad but I'm still slightly annoyed. For the record, I'm not mad about the bach party excuse because it's a silly party, the wedding is more important for her to be there.
On top of that, I have certain friends not responding to the people doing the bach party for me. I found out that they never warned the girls that once there money is in there's no refunds. I don't know why my FSIL and friend put down the money towards a bus when she doesn't have money from anyone yet.
The stress of all this is making me sick. And I was so irritated by the whole thing. It was also hot in the apartment and FH came up to touch me and I just flipped out and threw a large spoon, shattering the wine glass on the table.![]()
I just feel like no one gives a rat's a$$ about me getting married. No really, I do. Negativity every time I talk to someone 'Oh that's awful looking, oh you shouldn't do that, oh that's not traditional' etc etc. I told FH that from now when I say we should do something a certain way, we should just do it my way. I knew we should have eloped. I knew my friends and family were going to give me headaches about this whole thing.
I know I should let it in one ear and out the other, but when it happens too often and it's getting close to the wire, I have NO tolerance for this crap. I am edgy more than ever, and I get mad at everything now. I am not a pleasant person anymore.
I am just so angry with some of my friends. A friend of mine said she can't make it to the bach party because she just got an internship and doesn't want to take time away from it. Ok....A week later, same friend emails me and said because of the same thing, she is not sure if she's coming to the wedding. NOT ok...
I don't know, but wouldn't you like, talk to your professor or something and work out a compromise? Make it up some other time? People understand weddings as an excuse. Now she told me she will be late and only at the reception.
I guess I shouldn't be mad but I'm still slightly annoyed. For the record, I'm not mad about the bach party excuse because it's a silly party, the wedding is more important for her to be there.
On top of that, I have certain friends not responding to the people doing the bach party for me. I found out that they never warned the girls that once there money is in there's no refunds. I don't know why my FSIL and friend put down the money towards a bus when she doesn't have money from anyone yet.
The stress of all this is making me sick. And I was so irritated by the whole thing. It was also hot in the apartment and FH came up to touch me and I just flipped out and threw a large spoon, shattering the wine glass on the table.
I just feel like no one gives a rat's a$$ about me getting married. No really, I do. Negativity every time I talk to someone 'Oh that's awful looking, oh you shouldn't do that, oh that's not traditional' etc etc. I told FH that from now when I say we should do something a certain way, we should just do it my way. I knew we should have eloped. I knew my friends and family were going to give me headaches about this whole thing.
I know I should let it in one ear and out the other, but when it happens too often and it's getting close to the wire, I have NO tolerance for this crap. I am edgy more than ever, and I get mad at everything now. I am not a pleasant person anymore.
