so upset

i really wanted to go away one last time before the wedding, AND now i cant. We were going to go away this weekend and when we called around to get prices they are booked for the pine show, horse show ETC. i cant win. I had everything ready and i was so excited to go. Now i dont even know if we can even go next weekend either because if i get this new job then i start it on monday. So i guess no vacation intil the honeymoon.
why does everything have to happen to me?