Well...I havent been around for the past few days, due to this very big news...and Im finally ready to share..
Let it be said that I have been on 'the pill' for 2 years...take it religiously everyday, so this month when my 'friend' was late I started to get a little nervous... I let it go for about 4 days, and finally said, maybe its just my nerves that is delaying my cycle... I'll just take a test and when its neg. Ill feel better and it will come...
Needless to say the shock that came upon my face when those two pink lines showed up...I took test after test in shock...6 total... all reading the same positive sign...two were digital and actually read PREGNANT. I panicked at first thinking OMG...the wedding, school, and everything else...When I told FH I was hysterical, flustered, and confused...He took it wonderfully... saying 'this isnt a bad thing, everything will be fine, our wedding plans will stay the same..' and so on...he actually unintenionally made me feel bad for being so negative...
Of course we are keeping this precious gift....and after telling both families ( who took it so great) I am starting to feel the joy itself... Dont doubt me...Im still a little scared, and confused...but I have faith it will all work out!!!
Soooooooo...it is still a little early..Im only 5 weeks...Ill be due at the end of october...a whole year before our wedding...So from now until the baby is born.....everything will be focused on him/her and after ill continue my plans...a year to book vendors, lose the weight and so on....My whole life has changed in like 3 days...its amazing
