STRESSED BEYOND REPAIR
Maybe I am being very sensitive lately but every little thing is bothering me this week and I feel like I am not enjoying any of this anymore. My mother is driving me crazy. She must call me 6 to 7 times a day to ask questions on little things, like what color bow she sould put w/ the flowers she is displaying at the house, should we have food, should we have pansies, should we have baskets, the list goes on etc...... When I tell you I am one of those people that don't liked to be fused over at all and I don't like extravagant, I mean it. I know it's my wedding day but I feel like everyone has opinion and at 1st I let it roll off my shoulders but now I want to snap everytime someone says something to me. And of course FH has no opinion and says don't listen to them, but its hard. I just want the day to be a big party and to let everything go on w/ the day w/ no stress, fuse of emotional out breaks. But everytime I express my opinion my family says I don't seem happy. They are driving me insane to the point were I feel we should have eloped. Please help me gain my sanity back for the next week.![]()
