as you all know FH was layed off last week and only bad thoughts have been going threw my head. i even have been thinking about eloping lately. and everytime i do i get this knot in my stomach and i begin to cry. FMIL says its gunna be all ok and he will get another job soon. i hope so! and my job is starting to look unsure now. boss is an *** and what not. i really hope i dont get layed off too. ugh why does it have to be like this. its suppose to be a good time planning a wedding. now i cant sleep and cant eat, i just keep thinking the worse.
