thanks for asking about dinner but.....didnt go too well...
even though the other night was ok and we talked and he stayed over last night, tonight we had a fight, he got all nasty, said mean things and left!!! he was fine one minute and all of the sudden it was like a different person was in the room.
im still in shock and am only on here so i dont cry... I still cant believe it!!!!
its like he was looking for a reason to start with me... im at a loss for words right now... I KNOW in my heart I didnt do or say anything to provoke this especially tonight.
hes says that I'm 85% of the problem in the relationship... that just proves hes not ready- i didnt force him to come over or stay over- hes the one that said he wanted to come and talk, work things out for the better including getting help! i even stocked the house with his favorites so he could see how much i love him and what hes missing....
were supposed to meet with the counselor tonight. who knows if thats going to happen. my god this is tough- especially when he thinks its all me and that what he does it ok. Its going to be a LONG road, etiher way....
im still in shock and am only on here so i dont cry... I still cant believe it!!!!
its like he was looking for a reason to start with me... im at a loss for words right now... I KNOW in my heart I didnt do or say anything to provoke this especially tonight.
hes says that I'm 85% of the problem in the relationship... that just proves hes not ready- i didnt force him to come over or stay over- hes the one that said he wanted to come and talk, work things out for the better including getting help! i even stocked the house with his favorites so he could see how much i love him and what hes missing....
were supposed to meet with the counselor tonight. who knows if thats going to happen. my god this is tough- especially when he thinks its all me and that what he does it ok. Its going to be a LONG road, etiher way....
