Okay, as you saw, i flipped on my mom yesterday. she mostly deserved it, but i know i just am getting stressed. with only 6 wks or so to go, these are all the things i'm dealing with, and i feel like i'm gonna crack under the pressure:
*find apartment for FH and i to live in (this is ALMOST done, checking out the place today, hopefully we'll get it)
*put $$ down on said apartment, 1st month and 1 month security...at this point this is a big chunk of change out of the wedding fund
*go from 5 days a week to 6 days of week at my job, cause tax season is on the way and it means busy, busy, busy!
*Organize and move out of my parents house.
*Move into new apartment 1st week of Feb., and then try and get used to living with my FH for the first time, 3 weeks b4 our wedding
*Handle the billion and one things in the wedding planning process that you deal with in the last few wks before. like RSVP's, seating chart, fittings, favor wrapping, HM shopping, OOT guest coordinating, etc.
*Pay my regular bills as well as try and pay off the wedding itself...which seems even more difficult these days cause i want enough for the remaining vendors AND tips. Doesn't help that my parents are now giving me a hard time and don't want to pay for the 30 guests or so they asked for....where the fuk am i supposed to get that extra $$$???
*Oh yeah...and GET MARRIED!
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i feel like i can't take much more of this....and the stress is only gonna pile on more as the day gets closer. i just want to sneak on a plane and fuking elope.
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