this is going to be so nice... ;)

so FH parents are leaving to PORTUGAL tonight to go spend new years over there with his grandparents and his moms sisters (FH aunts)! last year we actually went with them and spent new years there with his cousins and family and all but this year we arent going and i am actually very excited cause i will be staying at the FH house for 10 days without his parents and we are going to be playing husband and wifeeee for 10 days alone, haha! i guess this will be practice right? HAHA! im excited! this hasnt been the first time weve stayed here alone together cause his parents travel a lot and go to portugal a lot so everytime they do i just crash here in his house and stay with him here so i can help him and do things for him since his mom isnt around (yeah hes spoiled and mommy does everything for him, lol) but hes great and helps and i just love it cause we get to cook together and everything, cause yes he helps me cook everytime i stay here when his parents are away! :) to tell you the truth i feel awful cause latelly i have been crashing a lot at his house and staying over and sleeping over and just driving to work in the morning from his house and i feel bad cause my parents really dont like that and ive hardly been home with them and sleeping home cause im always here than im too lazy to drive home so i stay here! but when his parents come back on the 5th ill be going back home and i wont sleep over his place, only on the weekends! my dad doesnt like it and i feel horrible and i miss being home with them and spending time with them and i have to do it now cause in about 10 months i really wont be living home anymore! happy but sad at the same time cause i love them and i will miss them terribly, as you can tell i am very very close with my parents/family and i am a little daddys mommys girl =] hehe!

but anyway, got a little carried away with this post lol.. so yeah im excited to play husband and wife for 10 days and cook with the fianceeeeeeeee! :) sooo happy and just wanted to share.. hehe!

oh wow yeah thats a long time! but at the same time its good cause they all say you should live with the person prolly before you get married! ive never lived with him but when his parents go away at least 5 times a year (lol) for 2 weeks at a time i stay here with him and i sleep and crash here for days at a time when im too lazy to drive home, lol! so i know what its like to live with him and be a wife and do all that but i love it and i cant wait to be alone with him in his big house as of tonight.. hehe yay! :)

plus we have gone on lots of vacations together! but it isnt the same yanno!?