today...

mdawg Posted: Oct 26, 2007 05:45 PM

today...

today is a month since the engagement was broken off...i wasnt really upset about it for the whole month, but truthfully, i think i'm starting to miss him a little. or at least miss being held and loved and stuff. blah. i'm cranky, pmsing, and sick. :(

Cacarina Posted: Oct 26, 2007 06:15 PM

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I am sorry you are feeling sad now. Its totally normal to feel that way. But just think, in the long run, it was the best thing to do. You weren't happy and you had to do something for youself. You will meet someone to hold you and you will be happy you left your ex so you could meet your perfect guy!

mdawg Posted: Oct 26, 2007 06:27 PM

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it would probably be better if i left him, but he left me lol... so i feel doubly crappy.

DINAAMATUCCIO Posted: Oct 26, 2007 08:36 PM

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OMG Marissa You are sooo strong ... Dont miss that Momma's boy Ghetto wanna be ... your too good for that /// you deserve to be treated like the princess that you are !!!! I know it;s so easy to miss the presence of a person but that is all it is .. it's not the person himself but the presence and 'warmth' of A person!! you'll find the one!!!!

DINAAMATUCCIO Posted: Oct 26, 2007 08:38 PM

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Posted by mdawg

it would probably be better if i left him, but he left me lol... so i feel doubly crappy.

believe me you would have left him first if you were an inconsideeate prick like he is ... but you actually cared and have a heart to try and work on things unlike him!

CNC4eva3402 Posted: Oct 26, 2007 08:54 PM

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No no nooo!! It's just the PMS talking. There is so much better out there for you!!

MrsDrinkh20 Posted: Oct 26, 2007 09:58 PM

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hang in there marissa! He was not worth your energy...you are so much better of a person than he will ever be...you can do this...

MrsDtoBe09 Posted: Oct 26, 2007 10:25 PM

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It does suck not to be held and hugged but think about how much better YOU feel about yourself now... before you were relying on one person to make you feel good or bad and now you're in charge of your own feelings! That's a way better trade! Stay strong!

dazies1011 Posted: Oct 26, 2007 10:51 PM

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I am sorry Marissa
You will have that all again one day soon with someone that will treat you the way you deserve as well as hold you, kiss you, sunggle and .......

lookitscassie Posted: Oct 26, 2007 11:14 PM

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you'll find someone 100 times better! someone that actually deserves you!

SOTHISISLOVE53109 Posted: Oct 26, 2007 11:25 PM

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Hang in there....hopefully it's just the pmsing. I know how you feel but you deserve sooooooooooooo much better times infinity. You will def. find your prince charming everything happens for a reason