Today Is Becoming a Hard Day Than I Thought- so keep those post coming

I usally dont post stuff like this becuase im usually not an emotional person.

The thing is today marks 15yrs that my mom has left us. And some yrs are easier than others but I think this yrs makes it especially hard because my wedding is so close and it makes it real that she wont be able to see how good her little girl is doing for herself. I think also becuase im at home today since soemone is painting my apt and there is crap on TV, so its making me think a little more.

Thats why im answering everyones post.. so keep the questions coming, its helping ease my nerves. It also that time of the month, which is making me wackier. Thanks for letting me share

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Thanks ladies.. you guys are so cute.

Awwwwwwwww SMARA!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have US!! ...and I definietly think you 'turned out good'!!

Your mom is always with you, every day she sees how good you turned out!!

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Posted by kittythestray

Awwwwwwwww SMARA!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have US!! ...and I definietly think you 'turned out good'!!

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Thanks!!

Awww Sasha... We are all here for you!

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Posted by kittythestray

Awwwwwwwww SMARA!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have US!! ...and I definietly think you 'turned out good'!!

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Thanks!!

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And you have an adorable FH!!! Painters huh? Hmm....slip them a few extra bucks and send them to my new dwelling? it needs it.

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Posted by kittythestray

Awwwwwwwww SMARA!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have US!! ...and I definietly think you 'turned out good'!!

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Thanks!!

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And you have an adorable FH!!! Painters huh? Hmm....slip them a few extra bucks and send them to my new dwelling? it needs it.

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Thanks sweetie.. me and FH were going to attempt to paint ourselves but he isnt that adorable when we work together. I knew we would be at each others throat and who needs that.

I thought i picked out a beige and the walls are looking yellow
Oopsie

this marked 10 years for me..and yup its harder than normal bc its my wedding year! i think its totally good to sit and vent or cry once in a while to 'get it out'...if we dont we will explode!

hugs and kisses to you!! i know how hard and odd it can feel to have moments like these so many years later!!! you arent alone!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Thanks to all you ladies.. You guys are the best. How did I live before this site?

You have FM.