Today Is Becoming a Hard Day Than I Thought- so keep those post coming

I usally dont post stuff like this becuase im usually not an emotional person.

The thing is today marks 15yrs that my mom has left us. And some yrs are easier than others but I think this yrs makes it especially hard because my wedding is so close and it makes it real that she wont be able to see how good her little girl is doing for herself. I think also becuase im at home today since soemone is painting my apt and there is crap on TV, so its making me think a little more.

Thats why im answering everyones post.. so keep the questions coming, its helping ease my nerves. It also that time of the month, which is making me wackier. Thanks for letting me share