Today is turning out to be really bad....**update**

I just cried my eyes out a work, outside, in the parking lot b/c I have come to the realization that 1) I have a spending problem 2) I really dislike my job 3) That I need FH to handle my finances. He calmed me down, but I still feel so sad. I NEVER cry at work and today I broke down and sobbed. And to make it worse, of course there are nosy people starring at you and talking shyt and stuff. I really need to go home today. I should have stayed in bed I swear...

First of all THANK YOU, ALL OF YOU for the support. Seriously. I really needed the words of encouragement today. So a couple of things: I surrendered my credit cards to FH. He than in turn handed me the DVD of Confessions of a Shopaholic with a HUGE smile on his face. Gee, a hint maybe? Anyways, as for the work thing, today was a rough one. I was so happy 5 o'clock came quickly. I went to the gym, and beat the crap out of the elliptical and bike. I feel sooo much better.

I'm telling you, credit cards are the devil. And so are stores. And so are sales... although some sales are plain amazing... but anyways, FH went over everything and said it wasn't that bad, but he told me to fork over the cards, so i did. And no more shopping for dresses to wear out...he says I have enough lol.

But really... you guys are great and thank you so much for the advice! It really did help!
I'm going to have a big glass of wine now...