update .. to worst day of my life

Nov 16, 2006 12:08 AM

hey girls.. all your prayers mean so much thank you. its great to have some one to turn to. mom is still in hospital awaiting surgery they are trying to figure out what way they want to approach. the bleed in her brain has not increased. she is stable at the moment. she failed her speech and swallow so now she is getting a peg tube. her morale is down and it is so hard to stay strong but for her i am doin all it takes. to top of all our bad luck.. went to her apt to pick up a few things to walk into find the house turned up side down. Landlord took it upon himself to move EVERYTHING tear up all the carpet and all my moms personal belongings. Ticks me off he didnt even call. and all the hand made centerpieces and all my mom made for my wedding 170 days away.. well lets just say it will be a miracle if i have them. and now with so little time left. this year should be the best year of my life and i am having nothing but heart ache. when do i get a break. I cant afford much more... my brother moved in with me for now and that is an adjustment for us all. FH is being soo supportive i just feel bad i am not in any mood to do anything but just sit by her side and hold her hand. i will keep you all updated. till then thank you and please keep praying.