UPDATED: Not A Happy Birthday...for me

Well ladies...all of you know about my FH and I breaking up. And I started to work last week. I failed to tell you that my God brother was killed just a few days ago. And at 3am in the morning my oldest brother called to say that my nephews were in a car accident and one of them died.

This is suppose to be a happy day for me. But I do not know what to do.

This goes way beyond what your reading...

I was with my Godbrother a day or so before he got killed and he made sure I walked in my door safely...next thing you know I hear he was killed in brooklyn.

One of my nephews drove me home last week and wanted to make sure I got home safely because it was tooooooooooo cold outside.

The other nephew I seen him yesterday and he made sure I got home safely and said when I start up my own company that he wants me to hire him.



Why is all of this happening?

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Update:

Well Ladies here's the update...my nephew who is 25 died on impact he was the driver they slid on ice. My other nephew whom was in the car who is 16 is in critical condition but he is awake and talking but is totally unaware of his brothers death. My girl cousin who is around 20 years old and is 5 months pregnant is in bad condition. And her friend is in CRITICAL condition and has trauma in all areas. They were all taken to different hospitals and do not know about the death of my nephew.

As for my birthday...I called Fh and told him that I really need him to come spend time w/ me because I just need someone right now. He had to go to his parent's house and he came over around 4 and left at 8:30. When he arrived I hugged him and then he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me regular at first and then he hugged me tight and gave me a kiss on the top of my head. I felt sooooo good. My birthday was full of the unknown. And I was overwhelmed from the tragedy but was strange is my FH came out and my day though stressful brightened