I dont normally vent about stuff but this has been weighing on my mind for 2 weeks now. My BM/cousin got engaged on Labor Day weekend. Im so excited and happy for her but the thing is when I asked the date she said she didnt know but with in a year year and a half. Ok well yeah thats either before my wedding or a few months after mine. Im just really sort of upset that she is thinking of getting married not to long before me. So its like everyone is ubber excited for her wedding on my moms family( her mom is my moms sister) like we went to a baby shower and my 2 aunts who live upstate knew about her getting engaged but not me and Ill be engaged a year in Dec. I just feel like I thought I would get the spot light for once with my moms family but now Im going to have to share. I guess whatever I just think she should have it after mine since Im older and been engaged longer and have almost everything planned. sorry blah just really sort of upset about this and I shouldnt be. I wont find out till Sunday on what date she is officially going to use. Thanks for reading if you did
aw im sorry....i dislike people these days :(
Meh - I'd probably feel the same way. I don't think there anything wrong with being slightly annoyed about it but don't let it bother u too much...
