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So today I promised myself I would start going to the gym. I was finally starting to feel better even though I am still on a lot of medication. I got to the gym today so so so motivated to work out. I went on the bike and I was in a little pain. I figured it was just because I gained weight from the medicines. So I went on the treadmill and I was in such tremendous pain I had to walk out. I was so upset I sat in my car and cry. I am never going to be beautiful for my wedding. It is killing me. I looked at myself in the mirror today and I was just heartbroken. I hope this gets better soon.

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Dont' be sad!!! You have NINE months! Do not be so hard on yourself!! You will look beautiful.

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Don't say that!! You will look gorgeous on your wedding day!!! These things take time... I don't know what you are taking medication for but maybe ask your doctor about easing back into it... see what they recommend!!!

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Don't be discouraged, Working out in the beginning is very tough, especially when you are on medications like that. Speak to your doctor, and see what he/she recommends as far as excercise. Be proud that you are motivated enough to go to the gym I hope you feel better soon. Hang in there. And no matter what, you will be beautiful on your wedding day, and your FH loves you unconditionally.

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oooohh Hun, I just looked in your album & you are beautiful!!!!! I know you want to loose & it will happen don't get discouraged.

I think you should make sure everything is OK & find out why you are having pain.

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Have you tried anything besides the exercise to help you lose? In all honesty, it might help you to lose first and then start to exercise so the activity won't hurt as much. I know exercise got a whole lot easier after I had lost some of my weight first.

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Thanks girls.. I have a doctors appointment to go over all the results on May 21st. Sadly I hope they find something wrong because I just hate not knowing is wrong. I mean I do not want it to be anything serious but I just want answers. I think it is so hard because when I was in high school and college I was anorexic and bulimic. And now from all these meds I have gained so so so much weight. It is so hard. I know FH loves me for me but I don't love me. I am a good person but when you don't look good on the outside you don't feel good on the inside.

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Thanks girls.. I have a doctors appointment to go over all the results on May 21st. Sadly I hope they find something wrong because I just hate not knowing is wrong. I mean I do not want it to be anything serious but I just want answers. I think it is so hard because when I was in high school and college I was anorexic and bulimic. And now from all these meds I have gained so so so much weight. It is so hard. I know FH loves me for me but I don't love me. I am a good person but when you don't look good on the outside you don't feel good on the inside.

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I think your first step is to try to LOVE yourself b/c your are already beautiful on the outside. I believe in positive energy & think the more you love yourself the eaiser things are going to be for you. I'm glad ur going to the Doctor & look on the bright side you have a wonderful Fiance that loves you no matter what

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You have plenty of time to get in shape do not worry. Weren't you on bed rest for a bit? Its normal that it would be uncomfortable once u start getting active again - don't sweat it you'll ease yourself back into it slowly but surely!

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I am 100% with you and feel your pain. With that said, you are amazing for being motivated enough to go to the gym. I keep telling myself I'm going to go, but I just started a new job and the hours are crazy and there are so many other excuses. At least you're past the excuses point! If you need support, FM me!

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You are gonna look gorgous no matter what!

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youll be beautiful - i dont know what your diet is like but maybe try a few more salads and grilled chicken if your feeling down that always work for me when i think i dont look my best.

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Please, Please, Please DO NOT be so hard on yourself. We all have down days, tomorrow will be better. You have a lot to time, don't beat up yourself trying so hard. I hope you feel better.

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Try not to be so hard on yourself. One bad day at the gym is just that- ONE DAY. You still have alot of time. And even fi you didnt go to the gym once in that time you'll still look beautiful at your wedding.

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Don't be sad remember you have some one who loves you and thinks your beautiful, you have time just easy back in slowly with some walks at night the weather is getting nice out and then start the gym

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broke my heart reading ur post. dont be sad! u are going to look beautiful on ur wedding day. most important dont be hard on urself, u are in the midst of a medical problem u cant expect to be 100% to do what some completely healthy people can't motivate themselves to do. be happy that u can get urself to the gym. and most important is that u are loved and love in return, thats what makes us all beautiful on our wedding day - that happiness glow

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