Very Sad(long)

I agree with the others that you need to speak to a professional to help you through this. We are here for you whenever you feel like talking.

Wow that is a horrible ordeal to go through.
How did your talk with the therapist go?
I think you need to keep the therapy going.
And like the others said remember it was an Accident - they happen as unfortunate as they are. IF you were found not at fault you cannot live your life blaming yourself - I know this is easier said than done.
SO try your best to keep up the therapy and start to heal.

Here are some hugs

Sending you lots of hugs.
This must be very difficult. Definately talk to your therapist. And remember that this was an accident and try not to be too hard on yourself.

Lots of hugs to you!!