Wedding is Off (sort of)

So FH sat me down last night to talk about our upcoming nuptials. He proceeded to tell me that it didn't feel right. I immediately start having a heart attack because I thought we were breaking up . When we became engaged, it wasn't what he envisioned it to be. He kind of just sent our daughter to me and she asked me. I went out and bought the e-ring. I picked it out and he gave me the money. Totally not romantic but I didn't mind because he's not the romantic type. After all this I took it and ran with the planning. Now he says that he would prefer to go out and pick a ring himself and do the whole down on bended knee thing in front of a whole bunch of people. He asked for the ring back and he's going to trade it in for something bigger and better and then surprise me. So who knows when we'll actually going to get married. I know it will happen eventually and I'm completely OK with it. I'm happy as long as we're together, happy and healthy.

So I'll be lurking and congratulating and laughing right along with everyone when it comes time for their weddings this year but I don't know which will be my year.

Thanks for reading this and sorry it was sooo long.

Ileana