Well... I've got some news... (No baby yet!)

I haven't decided if it's good or bad. I went to the Dr. today for my sonogram. My baby weighs in at 9lbs., 13oz. I have been scheduled for a C-section for this coming Monday at 8:00am. AAAAAaaaaaaahhh!!! I am so scared, nervous, etc. I wasn't expecting this at my appointment today. My DH came in for the sono but then had to go back to work, so when they told me that I should have a C-section, and then did all this scheduling I was by myself. I got tears in my eyes. I just have never been in the hospital before. I'm so scared of surgery, you know! After my doctor's appt, I had to go right to the hospital and register, and get tests done. I can't believe he'll be here Monday morning. I'm so nervous about that too! I don't know how to feel. The only thing I know is I'm not excited at this point, and I feel bad about that, but I can't help it. Anyway... I just wanted to let you girls know. I'll be on again this weekend. I'm sure I'll come up with more questions if you don't mind!