Why do i feel like i am hyperventilating....
Possible because everything is going very wrong.
My dress was too long and I had to go buy new shoes today to make the dress okay (higher ones, I mean) !!!!! Thank god for Sandy's shoes they are FREAKING awesome. They dyed the shoes in a matter of hours!!!!
Stephen's stepmother's, mother is very sick and possible dying soon. I told his stepmom she could stay home if she wanted to but she wouldn't hear of it. They think she looks a little stronger and she is 90 and VERY VERY senile. She has lived a great life. So they booked a limo on standby in case Stephen's stepmom needs to rush home to NJ! The doctor will call her if she needs to be there.
Also I think they decided they had to put down Stephen's stepbrothers dog today. He is sooo ill.
How sad of a week for all of them![]()
MY MOM AND MY AUNT ROCK. I had so much to do so they came over and helped me clean my house spic and span.... after a nervous breakdown on my behalf.
We forgot to give the prayer book to the florist that he is supposed to be incorportaing into the bokay. Stephen has to run to Melville tommorow now to do that. UGH
Our TV just fell off the shelf and cracked and totally broke the shelf.. FH's family from TN is coming to see the house for the first time tommorow![]()
So Stephen spent the past hour hammering and drilling to fix the shelf.
I just wish we were leaving a little later for the HM. I feel like everything has to be totally packed NOW. Our limo is picking us up at 4:30 am to go the airport... As in 4 1/2 hours after our reception is done![]()
I just am having a hard time being relaxed.. UGH.. I need a good pedicure. I WILL BE MAKING FULL USE OF THE MASSAGE SERVICES ON THE HONEYMOON!!!!!!
I am sure it will all fall into place but I am just so scared. I wish friday's weather looked more positive!
My dress was too long and I had to go buy new shoes today to make the dress okay (higher ones, I mean) !!!!! Thank god for Sandy's shoes they are FREAKING awesome. They dyed the shoes in a matter of hours!!!!
Stephen's stepmother's, mother is very sick and possible dying soon. I told his stepmom she could stay home if she wanted to but she wouldn't hear of it. They think she looks a little stronger and she is 90 and VERY VERY senile. She has lived a great life. So they booked a limo on standby in case Stephen's stepmom needs to rush home to NJ! The doctor will call her if she needs to be there.
Also I think they decided they had to put down Stephen's stepbrothers dog today. He is sooo ill.
How sad of a week for all of them
MY MOM AND MY AUNT ROCK. I had so much to do so they came over and helped me clean my house spic and span.... after a nervous breakdown on my behalf.
We forgot to give the prayer book to the florist that he is supposed to be incorportaing into the bokay. Stephen has to run to Melville tommorow now to do that. UGH
Our TV just fell off the shelf and cracked and totally broke the shelf.. FH's family from TN is coming to see the house for the first time tommorow
I just wish we were leaving a little later for the HM. I feel like everything has to be totally packed NOW. Our limo is picking us up at 4:30 am to go the airport... As in 4 1/2 hours after our reception is done
I just am having a hard time being relaxed.. UGH.. I need a good pedicure. I WILL BE MAKING FULL USE OF THE MASSAGE SERVICES ON THE HONEYMOON!!!!!!
I am sure it will all fall into place but I am just so scared. I wish friday's weather looked more positive!
