XOXO

I dont think u should postpone anything yet....Truly believe and have faith that your going to get this job!!!! And if u dont, the perfect one is waiting for u & everything will work out!!

oh & ps: ur wedding is on my 1 year anniversary

Im so sorry to hear your so stressed... and your really stuck between and rock and a hard place.

I would suggest non postpoing anything.. something will come your way! Try to relax...I understand FH dosent want a long-distance marriage but what is his take on all this & where will the 2 of you be living once you are married... I know it will be in NY - but where & why can't you move in there even before you find a job?