A LITTLE UPDATE------REALLY NEED PRAYS!!!!!!

DH just found out he has testicular cancer! i have no words to tell you what we are going through right now! ill write back later after all our family leaves and tell you details. just PLEASE keep us in your thoughts and prays that DH gets better soon!!: Thanks girls!



UPDATE::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

So DH went today for some blood work and has a PET scan on tuesday to find out if the cancer has spread or not. He is going to lose one testical and if it has spread the other one also. so we are looking like in about 2-3 weeks he will go into surgery He is hurting so bad and it is killing me to see him like this. We did some research and things look postive for him getting better!! We will have to bank some of his sperm just in case so we can still have childern one day. so tueday he will do the scan but then will have to prob wait till the monday after thanksgiving to have the scan read. he cant do ANYTHING pick up things, move around. he just has to relax! it kills me when he asked me aboout 10 times today if he is going to be ok , if he is going to die! to see my DH who is only 24 years old so depressed and upset over this makes me cry! but through all this i still see my DH the funny loving good spritied guy. he is still cracking jokes and making everyone laugh but when its me and him its a diffenert story but he knows its ok to cry in front of me and let his other side come out. but its soo hard to have him crying in my arms and i cant cry with him but ive been really good on not crying in front of him all day. i just cry in the shower so he doesnt see me. my thoughts are all over the place as u can see. i just needed to vent a little and im sure ill be on here more to vent but you girls have been soooooo thoughtful with all ur prays and thoughts and i thank you from the bottom of my heart and i pray that none of u will ever have to go through this! you girls are the best! thank you!!! i promise to keep you guys updated when we find out more. im bad with the medical lingo so ill try my best to explain