So DH doctor called this afternoon.........

and its not looking to great Now they think it might of spread! After his surgrey they did a Biopsy and because the tumor was so big they need to do more tests and maybe another surgrey to Biopsy his lymph nodes. He has to take a cat scan on tuesday and that will let us know if it has spread or not and i pray it comes back with good news!! The doctor said he will need Chemotherapy. Dh is not taking that news well at all!! i mean no one would . He is going into the city sometimes i think this week to columbia presbyterian to see doctors there for a 2nd opinion. Dh has been a mess all day! ive been trying to keep my cool and not cry but its so hard to see him cry and not want to cry with him! ive been deadly ill this week with the stomach bug and the flu with a fever of 103 since monday i just started feeling a little better today. i think im so stressed that i did this to myself i couldnt eat ANYTHING untill today. nothing would stay down. i feel so weak and helpless my mom, his mom haven been taking turns here helping him and myself. they have been so good to us ! girls im so scared i dont know what to think anymore! i just want to say thank you all soooooooooooooooo much for your posts checking up on my and DH and all the FM and everyone for offereing us help you girls have been sooo nice!! just please keep doing what your doing and keep DH in your thoughts! Either myself or Peggie(Pegalega) will keep you updated on whats going on. its hard to get on now with DH needed me so much. this is def taking a toll on me but im keeping strong for him! Im sorry if my thoughts are all over. my mind is all over the place right now! but thank you again ladies for everything!!

In my thoughts and prayers



You are being so strong.....so come on here and get it out whenever you need to.

I am so sorry that you are going through this. I couldn't even imagine. Please be strong for your DH but also it is ok to break down every now and then. This is affecting you also. You will both be in my thoughts and prayers. Here are many hugs for you also!!!!

Tara- you and James are in my prayers

I have not been on the boards in a while.....But I want you to know that I am keeping your family in my prayers

Oh Tara, I'm so sorry. You really are being so strong for James. Stay positive. You and James are in my thoughts and prayers.

Keeping you both in my thoughts & prayers

i am so sorry for you guys and are constantly keeping you in my prayers. i really hope you get some good news soon!

You're in our prayers....

FM if you want to talk

You're in our prayers

You guys are a constant in my thoughts and prayers!

If you need ANYTHING, please let me know!

I don't think anything I say will make you feel better. But maybe a few hugs and prayers will do the job for now.We're all here for you!!!

oh I'm so sorry

he's still young and strong, so whatever the dr's have to throw at him, he'll be able to take it...

stay strong

I've been thinking about both you & DH & keeping you in my prayers. I really hope that you get some good news. I cannot imagine how hard this must be for both of you

you are in my thoughts and prayers!

I wish I knew what to say. So sorry

You are in my prayers! I pray that it hasn't spread and that he is able to beat this cancer quickly!!!

Try to be positive and stay strong. Thinking of both of you.

Aww Tara you poor thing!!!!!! I am so sorry. Please let us know what is going on. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you and James. He's so young it's soooo scary!!!!!
Please know that your are still with me.