Even though People Dont Like me!

Original post by lolita4life

Oct 01, 2004 11:47 PM

Hey, its me, jes, or 'lolita', well you know how when youve been drinking your true feelings come out? well tonight was the GTG and i had to mis it and me and my FH went out. All i could think about was the GTG. anyway, i know (and he knows) that not everyone likes me..... well, i can understand that i guess... but i really just wanted to say that MOST people have REALLY made me feel welcome here and i really am thankful. As you may know, i am not able to have a big wedding like most of you and i am having a vegas wedding. and i really do not have anyone i can talk to about this. it is the most exciting experience in my life and i can not share it with anyone.
EXCEPT you girls!!!! like i said, i know not everyone liukes me, but those who actually DO, i just wanted to sat thank you and give you a big . I have really kind of had it hard planning this thing, and you girls are the best. i knew i couldve gone to the GTG late, but i am afraid no one will want me there, so i hope people who actually dont have a problem with me will be at the DOG GTG I am planning (oct 16th 11am, wasington square park) I LOVE you ALL!!!!!!
Love, Jes

lolita4life Posted: Oct 03, 2004 08:23 PM

Re: Even though People Dont Like me!

this post actually was meant to thank those who have helped me..... and you may not know this, but anytime i have been in 'drama' it has been only becuase i have defended myself or my opinion. and of course things always get taken to the next level. as for the calling someone fat, i did it because that person called me a slut. i agree that it is stupid, but when youre in the moment and someone says something mean or hurtful to you , you react. maybe i should just let people say what they want and NOT respond. even though i am letting them say what they want about me, i am being the bigger person and not letting it get out of hand. as for the 'fat' thing i did offer to apologize... and just so you know ALOT of ppl FMed me saying that they know i was defending myself. it is hard to read posts becuase you never know how they were intended to come out. thats all i can say about that.
as for all of my 'everyon hates me threads' i dont really know what you mean. i think i wrote one thing about the drama on another board but that was all. this one isnt one of those threads, like i said its a thank you thread.