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So, my Dad's Birthday is today and I thought that I can get through the day without shedding a tear...I kept my mind occupied at work and then I decided to come home and clean for a bit. I can't stop thinking about him. He passed away last year on July 4th. It was so unexpected...I really wish he will be there with me on my wedding day. I know I sound selfish saying this but, it's not good enough that he will be there in my heart. I want him really to be there. I miss him and I am very bummed out that I couldn't go to his grave and visit him for his Birthday. The weather was just too awful. I hope that I didn't bring anyone down reading this. Thanks for allowing me to share my feelings!
