Hi Girls...

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Posted by coldasice217

Hey everyone...

I'm back from my few days of mourning. I just want to thank everyone for being so supportive in this awful time for me and my family, by sending your thoughts and prayers via the board, FM, facebook, email, everything. Those who did, it really means a lot to me.

I'm still in a really bad place though...but I have to start getting back to my normal routine because sitting around here crying isn't going to do anything. I just wasn't ready for it...it happened too fast. I still needed his comfort and warmth. It wasn't supposed to happen this way...he was supposed to take pictures with me in my wedding dress, and be there to nuzzle my first baby.

I know I'm supposed to be an adult, but right now, I just feel like a little girl who misses her cat

Luckily, FH has been really great. Even though Angel caused him such suffering the past few years as the allergies developed and worsened, he was just as bad as I was, and cried with me all night. He never took it out on him or blamed him for it. He said he would try everything in his power to comfort me as much as Angel was able to and would take that over from him, but not to let him get chubby and to not give in if he starts begging for too many treats Oddly enough, the thought of FH sitting by the cabinet staring up and meowing for a treat comforted me.

So I just want to say thank you again for all your support, I know that some people were wondering what was going on, but I just needed some time to snap out of it a bit. It's going to take a long time, and it's no where near there yet, but knowing that people care helps a lot. You girls are awesome

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