hi ladies...update on my wedding.

First I want to thank everyone that has sent me messages, I havent really been on but I just read them and I will write you back.

My wedding is cancelled. Lorenzo and I have not spoken since he called off everything. I tried to get in touch with him and he has not responded. Ive thought about this everyday, all day long and after all of the horribly mean things he said I cannot forgive him for this. I will never forget it. I feel in a way he knew what he was doing and since I havent heard from him ,it only makes my decision easier. In a way I feel this might be a blessing in disguise for the long run. I would rather this happen now then a year or so down the line. I deserve someone that is going to love me no matter what the situation. No ultimatums and telling me how its going to be. I am so blessed to be surrounded by my family and amazing friends. I am a good person and always put others before myself and now its ME time.

I love you all so much and thank GOD everyday fore this site. I am going to keep my account open and pop in every now and then to say hi. I have a facebook and I would love to keep in touch with as much as you as possible. You can look me up Kerri Nahrwold.

Again, love you all and please continue to keep me in your prayers, this is soo hard and it still fully has not 'hit me' yet.
Love,Kerri

Sorry to hear that you are so sad Kerri, but I think you have a really healthy and positive view of what happened. This must not be easier, but like you said it is probably better to know now rather than later....

I've been thinking about you!!

Oh my god Kerri.... I am so sorry for all that you are going through. It must be really hard for you and I think you are being so mature in how you are handling it! It cannot be easy to really know that this is probably for the best, but like you said it is better now then later... I wish you the best - you deserve a lot better! Good luck... we'll all miss you lots on here!!!!

I am so sorry to hear that this has happened to you. I think it takes a lot of courage to be as strong as you are, and I wish you all the best of luck during your 'me' time. You deserve to be with a man who will NEVER make you feel as he did. Cheer up pup and keep smiling!!!

im so sorry it breaks my heart reading this but you are better off without him. He doesnt even have the decency to call you back. ***? Im here for u girl <3

I'm so, so sorry! But maybe it is a blessing in disguise!

Kerri I am so sorry but I know that you will find your prince charming who will treat you like a queen.

Pop in every now and then

I hope everything works out for you. I also agree with you, this could be a blessing in disguise. Stay strong.

I am so sorry, Kerri. So sorry that he couldn't be man enough to face you. That's on him, not you. I hate it when people are sad because other people don't know how to act... but you're going to be fine girl! Take it one day at a time, and if that doesn't work, take it one minute at a time... Time really does heal... and now you get to be all about you for awhile!

You're doing great, and have a wonderful attitude! I'll be thinking of you.

Kerri, I am really sorry to hear this. I can't imagine what you are going through right now but just try to remember that everything happens for a reason. Take your me time off to recover and then you will find the perfect man waiting for you when you are ready who will treat you with the respect you deserve.

Kerri I dont even know what to say to u, I have tears in my eyes reading about how he treated u... unbelievable... didnt even face u to make it official or just to simply apologize for putting u thru this
I wish u the best of everything, to find the person who will give u as much, if not more, than what u give to him! this is for the best for sure, better now that this happened.

How heart breaking! You are right, it is better now than later. Any person who does what he did is cruel and insensitive. You are such a pretty girl, and he will be kicking himself when he wises up and by then it will be too late. I will pray that you find a 'Nice guy' who will treat you the way you deserve to be treated.
I'm terribly sorry for this.

I am so sorry honey but i think you did the right thing - I know it hurts but it will get better

He doesn't deserve you - I cannot believe he hasn't called you back

You will find the man of your dreams and will be happy again

Kerri - I'm so sorry to hear about all of this. He truely does not deserve you - his inability to pick up his phone and/or return your calls speaks thousands of words. While I know you said it hasn't 'hit you' just yet, I think your positivity and being surrounded by friends and family who love you will help you enormously. So many hugs to you, and take care of yourself.

Oh sweetie I am so sorry you are going through this. It is obvious that Lorenzo doesn't know what he is losing. You are a beautiful girl and deserve only he best in life. You will remain in my prayers. I wish you all the best, stay strong hun....

I am so sorry that this happened to you I wish you nothing but the best! All good things to come to you!