I cannot believe I am writing this

I cannot believe I am writing this

But fh and I have broken up. If you have told me last week that this would happen I would say absolutly not no way no chance. But its happened. I think I've been lying to myself for a long time and there were just red flags I was choosing to ignore. Everything just exploded on thursday night. I'm still in shock, I thought on friday we'd talk figure things out we got into a drunken argument that was apprently about a lot more than I thought it was. But in hindsight now I'm realizing I think this just wasn't meant to. Sorry for all the spelling and grammer erros but as you can imagine I am a mess right now. I'm a mess and yet I'm ok. I know what went wrong and I was just choosing to ignore it hoping it'd all go away I guess with the wedding and ring and all that crap. Well ladies its been a pleasure and I know your all going to have beautiful weddings!! Thank you for all the support and laughs you've all given me since i joined. I'm sad to go

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Wow I'm so sorry for you. It's always tuff when it first happens but at least you found out now rather than after the wedding. It's best to lean on good friends and family for support right now. Take care.

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I'm so, so sorry. Thinking of you!

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I am so so sorry!

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I'm so sorry

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Oh no! I'm so sorry!

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I'm so so so sorry!! I know it's hard but find comfort in your strength and follow your gut!! It's knows things our head and heart doesn't want to hear! Xoxo

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ugh my heart goes out to you,..... stay hopeful! God bless

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I am so sorry! We are all here for you

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it sounds like you have a clear head about it, which is a really good thing. you will have closure and in the end know that it was better to do it before the wedding, then after.

you are welcome back here anytime to vent/laugh/breathe/escape!

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So sorry. Were all here if you need to talk.

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I am so sorry! Sending you my love and prayers As the girls said, if you ever need to talk, we are always here for you

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I so sorry. That is terrible news but as long as you are confident in your decision it is def for the best!

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Posted by Courtz

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Posted by MommaMia

I'm so so so sorry!! I know it's hard but find comfort in your strength and follow your gut!! It's knows things our head and heart doesn't want to hear! Xoxo

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Please know that we are all still here for you. You have an extended family with us girls and any support or venting you need to do, please don't hesitate to contact me or any other girls. XOXO

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I am so sorry! We are all still here for you!

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I'm sorry.
I always get by with 'this too shall pass'

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thanks so much everyone for the support. We just did the whole exchanging of each others crap. I never thought I could hurt so bad, but life goes on I guess!

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So sorry for you. May you get through this hard time knowing you can count on us if you need us!