I cannot believe I am writing this

Original post by Kguardz

Mar 24, 2012 03:10 AM

But fh and I have broken up. If you have told me last week that this would happen I would say absolutly not no way no chance. But its happened. I think I've been lying to myself for a long time and there were just red flags I was choosing to ignore. Everything just exploded on thursday night. I'm still in shock, I thought on friday we'd talk figure things out we got into a drunken argument that was apprently about a lot more than I thought it was. But in hindsight now I'm realizing I think this just wasn't meant to. Sorry for all the spelling and grammer erros but as you can imagine I am a mess right now. I'm a mess and yet I'm ok. I know what went wrong and I was just choosing to ignore it hoping it'd all go away I guess with the wedding and ring and all that crap. Well ladies its been a pleasure and I know your all going to have beautiful weddings!! Thank you for all the support and laughs you've all given me since i joined. I'm sad to go

LilinBobby Posted: Mar 24, 2012 06:55 PM

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I'm so sorry!

FutureMrsSweeney Posted: Mar 24, 2012 06:57 PM

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I'm so sorry to hear this. I hope everything works out for you.

Butterflyfaye Posted: Mar 24, 2012 07:48 PM

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Oh No...

I'm so sorry and my heart goes out to you. Spend time with close friends and family, and take care of yourself first.

bigislandbride82 Posted: Mar 24, 2012 08:45 PM

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I'm very, very, very sorry!!!

Kristin31613 Posted: Mar 24, 2012 08:51 PM

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Posted by Kguardz

thanks so much everyone for the support. We just did the whole exchanging of each others crap. I never thought I could hurt so bad, but life goes on I guess!

And still no conversation or reasoning why?

2013Bride Posted: Mar 24, 2012 09:21 PM

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I am soooo sorry this is happening to you.

katnwill Posted: Mar 24, 2012 10:35 PM

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I'm so sorry to hear this. What does not kill you will make you stronger. I believe that you will find your true love.

Bride2013 Posted: Mar 24, 2012 10:39 PM

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Sorry for all that you are going through but i will assure you everything will be ok!

Kguardz Posted: Mar 25, 2012 02:51 AM

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And still no conversation or reasoning why?

I guess it was a straw that broke the camels back kind of thing. i know there were signs that i ignored because i was in love and blah blah, but no he never once sat me down and said hey this is bugging me lets fix some stuff before it blows up. Nothing. I knew we had our issues but I guess i talked myself into thinking we were in love and it'd all work itself out in the end. Out of all my break ups and exes nothing has ever hurt like this. I mean of course this was the most serious I've never come close to marriage before but right now getting through the next moment seems impossible. I'm dreading the day where I have nothing to do or no one to hang out with. I thought we'd be side by side for life. I packed up all his stuff today and he came to pick it up i didnt see him my cousin gave it to him but i heard his voice and it felt like it happened to me all over again

LisaReyes Posted: Mar 25, 2012 11:50 AM

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Posted by Kguardz

thanks so much everyone for the support. We just did the whole exchanging of each others crap. I never thought I could hurt so bad, but life goes on I guess!

You're so right... life goes on. Time to start a brand new chapter!

Nenny Posted: Mar 25, 2012 11:55 AM

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I'm so sorry. Good luck with everything!

DB2013 Posted: Mar 25, 2012 01:58 PM

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I am s sorry!

I know it must be hard but you have to follow your heart. Here if you need anything!

Kristin31613 Posted: Mar 25, 2012 02:10 PM

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AngieJusty Posted: Mar 25, 2012 05:41 PM

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I am sorry! We are here for you.

Irishbride16 Posted: Mar 25, 2012 10:02 PM

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Awww hun...no matter what u r still one of us and we would all like u to come to the G2G and have a great time .... i know your going through a rough time and im sure all of us would love to help you in any way possible... im so sorry for that happening and at least u found this out know and not down the road when u were married ..best of luck and i hope to meet you at one of the G2Gs ...and im teaching zumba on sundays too if you would like to come!!!!!!