I have officially lost it hahaha

WOW it all hit me so much today. I had to drive to commack and the whole drive from queens to commack, i couldnt stop crying. And not just a few tears but really crying. All the emotions hit me at once. Just thinking of FBIL's speech got me histerical too bc he is such a mush and i know his speech will have us crying, thinking of seeing him for the first time when i walk down the aisle, and just all these moments. Then driving back home too i started crying. I just keep crying today non-stop. I told my mom this as i was boxing my favors, which yes i JUST finished now, took me 1 1/2 hours to box them all and ribbon them but PHEW that is done with anyways from the corner of my eye i saw my mom crying which omg is a big thing bc she cries as often as there is an eclipse. I am a mess hahaha, i dont even know how i will be at the rehearsal, how will i even handle that if i am crying for no reason out of nowhere and i cant even stop myself.

Its insane the feelings you go through and all the emotions. I have had a week of pure H E L L lol but finally mostly everything is done. All i have left to do is tomorrow to pick up my dress and veil, and my dad got a van and he will drop off the rest of the stuff at jericho terrace tomorrow morning. Then just get a mani and pedi. PHEW i just crashed hard before too. I was out from 10am running around, got the wrong size box so had to drive back to commack this is my first time sitting today, and in a few mins have to get ready to go to the rehearsal. Yesterday i was out from 9am and didnt get home until 11:30pm, i ended up getting stuck in the worst traffic in the city last night, they closed down this whole big section so nobody was really moving. I am so out of it. But this insane rush of excitedness hit me, and then emotions.

Its truly crazy, and today none of the little touches went through my mind, none of these things we always obsess about. The only things that i cant wait for are seeing him when i walk down the aisle, saying our vows. And just the whole night of us together celebrating and with all our loved ones. Now i wonder why drove myself crazy about so many things, i am marrying my best friend this saturday and nothing can compete to that.

Don't know why i wrote this lol

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Posted by angl2001

awwwwwwwwww you are going to have a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!! its natural to have all the feelings hit at once!! i cant wait to see your pics!!!! 2 days to go!!!!!!!!

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WOW ive heard others say this but it really just hits your hard. Thank you

yours is SOOOO soon too, are you ready

You wrote it to get it out!!!
Feels good I bet! Denise I am so happy that you are READY!! Good luck in the next few days! I can not wait to hear and see it everything from your big day!!


XOXOXO

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Posted by JB1122

awwwwwww Denise you pretyt much don't need to do a goodbye later tonight - you said it all!

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oh you know tomorrow ill write a novel of a post even now i am crying its insane lol. Even while doing my favors just crying and crying...I am not a big cryer so even FH was like WOAH that is so unlike you, i guess i am getting it all out

Aw Denise, well it's finally here and after tomorrow you will just have to sit back and enjoy your perfect day! Good luck at the rehersal tonight i hope you can keep a dry eye!

You are going to be an absolutely gorgeous bride, enjoy every moment and congratulations!

awwwwwwwwww Denise! You've been such a cool cucumber since you joined! To hear this hitting you is so sweet and touching!

So normal, next to the birth of your children this is going to be the most emotional day of your life.......I can totally relate too to the basketcase crying out of nowhere.....but you know what, I got it all out the couple of days before and at the rehearsal dinner cause I barely shed a tear the day of my wedding....I was ALL SMILES FROM EAR TO EAR!!!!

It's an amazing feeling to know that it's all worth it in the end and the best part is, that you know that you're doing all this work for all the right reasons since really, what you'RE most focused on is that you're marrying your best friend!!

awww Denise, I think its normal!!!!!

You're getting married in like 2 days!!!

You're going to have an amazing time!

Awww Denise good luck. Everything will be gorgeous and your day will be the best day of your life.

Aww, I was all emotional reading about you being emotional lol I can't even fathom how I will be just 2 days before my big day, when at 57 to go I'm already an emotional mess when I have the down time to think about how close my day is.

You are going to have the best day of your life and in two days you'll be a wife! Over a year and a half of waiting and IT'S HERE!!!! RD tonight is going to be so much fun and when you walk down the aisle for practice with your dad, THAT's when you'll really realize, 'I'M THE BRIDE!!!'

Have fun tonight and relaxxxxxxx.....everything is going to be great and you are going to have the time of your life!!!!

Thank you so much to each and every one of you

ok now i have to run and finish getting ready, i should get to the rehearsal early i guess lol

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Posted by Espo22

WOW it all hit me so much today. I had to drive to commack and the whole drive from queens to commack, i couldnt stop crying. And not just a few tears but really crying. All the emotions hit me at once. Just thinking of FBIL's speech got me histerical too bc he is such a mush and i know his speech will have us crying, thinking of seeing him for the first time when i walk down the aisle, and just all these moments. Then driving back home too i started crying. I just keep crying today non-stop. I told my mom this as i was boxing my favors, which yes i JUST finished now, took me 1 1/2 hours to box them all and ribbon them but PHEW that is done with anyways from the corner of my eye i saw my mom crying which omg is a big thing bc she cries as often as there is an eclipse. I am a mess hahaha, i dont even know how i will be at the rehearsal, how will i even handle that if i am crying for no reason out of nowhere and i cant even stop myself.

Its insane the feelings you go through and all the emotions. I have had a week of pure H E L L lol but finally mostly everything is done. All i have left to do is tomorrow to pick up my dress and veil, and my dad got a van and he will drop off the rest of the stuff at jericho terrace tomorrow morning. Then just get a mani and pedi. PHEW i just crashed hard before too. I was out from 10am running around, got the wrong size box so had to drive back to commack this is my first time sitting today, and in a few mins have to get ready to go to the rehearsal. Yesterday i was out from 9am and didnt get home until 11:30pm, i ended up getting stuck in the worst traffic in the city last night, they closed down this whole big section so nobody was really moving. I am so out of it. But this insane rush of excitedness hit me, and then emotions.

Its truly crazy, and today none of the little touches went through my mind, none of these things we always obsess about. The only things that i cant wait for are seeing him when i walk down the aisle, saying our vows. And just the whole night of us together celebrating and with all our loved ones. Now i wonder why drove myself crazy about so many things, i am marrying my best friend this saturday and nothing can compete to that.

Don't know why i wrote this lol

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Awwwww.... That was beautiful. That just brought tears to my eyes, now that i cry for anything. I wish you all the best. Goood Luck!!!!! and much Happiness!

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Posted by Espo22

Thank you so much to each and every one of you

ok now i have to run and finish getting ready, i should get to the rehearsal early i guess lol

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<~~ allow me to freak out in excitement for you for a moment.............YOU'RE ON YOUR WAY TO Y-O-U-R REHEARSAL DINNER!!!!!!! YOURS! YOURS! YOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just try to have a relaxing night tonight (even though Im sure that will be hard!) Your day is so close!!

woooohoooo 2 more days girl to be a gorgeous bride!!!!!!!!!! Everything will be great!!!! Cant wait to see pics!!!

ive been emotional too...not as much as that but im sure next week i will be. the emotions we go through are insane!

cant wait to read your super long goodbye post tomorrow lol...good luck tonight! try not to cry too hard!

btw howd the table #'s print out?