I have officially lost it hahaha

Original post by Espo22

May 15, 2008 05:21 PM

WOW it all hit me so much today. I had to drive to commack and the whole drive from queens to commack, i couldnt stop crying. And not just a few tears but really crying. All the emotions hit me at once. Just thinking of FBIL's speech got me histerical too bc he is such a mush and i know his speech will have us crying, thinking of seeing him for the first time when i walk down the aisle, and just all these moments. Then driving back home too i started crying. I just keep crying today non-stop. I told my mom this as i was boxing my favors, which yes i JUST finished now, took me 1 1/2 hours to box them all and ribbon them but PHEW that is done with anyways from the corner of my eye i saw my mom crying which omg is a big thing bc she cries as often as there is an eclipse. I am a mess hahaha, i dont even know how i will be at the rehearsal, how will i even handle that if i am crying for no reason out of nowhere and i cant even stop myself.

Its insane the feelings you go through and all the emotions. I have had a week of pure H E L L lol but finally mostly everything is done. All i have left to do is tomorrow to pick up my dress and veil, and my dad got a van and he will drop off the rest of the stuff at jericho terrace tomorrow morning. Then just get a mani and pedi. PHEW i just crashed hard before too. I was out from 10am running around, got the wrong size box so had to drive back to commack this is my first time sitting today, and in a few mins have to get ready to go to the rehearsal. Yesterday i was out from 9am and didnt get home until 11:30pm, i ended up getting stuck in the worst traffic in the city last night, they closed down this whole big section so nobody was really moving. I am so out of it. But this insane rush of excitedness hit me, and then emotions.

Its truly crazy, and today none of the little touches went through my mind, none of these things we always obsess about. The only things that i cant wait for are seeing him when i walk down the aisle, saying our vows. And just the whole night of us together celebrating and with all our loved ones. Now i wonder why drove myself crazy about so many things, i am marrying my best friend this saturday and nothing can compete to that.

Don't know why i wrote this lol

ant n tilde Posted: May 15, 2008 08:52 PM

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OMG denise you are totally normal! the 'car cry' became a part of my wedding planning for like the last month! heck everyone needs a good car cry every once in a while!

sometimes we get distracted by the little things and thank goodness bc who could function thinking of the enormity of their wedding day every single day?

its going to be so amazing and overwhelming - and unexplainable. I cant wait for you to experience it - i am GIDDY for you right now

You are marrying the love of your life in TWO days - your life is going to change forever - you are joining lives with an amazing man!!!

surfersgirl Posted: May 15, 2008 08:53 PM

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I had a migraine, throwing up, emergency shot and all the day before my wedding. IT IS CALLED ANXIETY!!!!

Good thing you are going through it now...it will be perfect for you. It is amazing how it all just comes together. CONGRATSS!!!

DNS91308 Posted: May 15, 2008 09:03 PM

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Denise!!!!!!!!

I am so excited for you, You have been so helpful to everyone on these boards, thank you so much for all th JT adivce. Hang in there and remember to breathe, this is all the good stuff. Two more days and you are going to Mrs. Espo

cherish83 Posted: May 15, 2008 09:14 PM

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Aww Denise... Its normal to feel like that, so i've heard. I cant wait to see you on Saturday!!! I am going to take plenty of pictures at church and post right away, hope you dont mind

chrissybean77 Posted: May 15, 2008 09:19 PM

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Congrats Denise!! You're day is going to be amazing!!! I hope it is even better than you dreamed!

megzzie Posted: May 15, 2008 10:00 PM

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I can imagine what you must be feeling right now because I know that I will feel the same way in a couple of months! You're going to have such an amazing wedding! I can't wait to hear about it and see pics!

teenigrrl Posted: May 15, 2008 10:06 PM

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denise, it's here!!! finally!!! please, i so want to crash your wedding - i live down the block (of coures i will not!!!, no need to worry ), but you know you've put so much time, effort, energy, into this,and it's finally here. in less than 48 hours you will be married!!! i can't wait to see your pics!! congrats to you and FH!!!

TheFutureMrsM Posted: May 15, 2008 10:23 PM

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Denise,

I am soo happy for you that your day is finally here, Your post got me so emotional, i dont have any of those feelings yet, but i really think the days before i am going to be a wreck with emotions.

I am so happy for you and can not wait to hear all about it, and see your gorgeous dress in pics, and all your gorgeous details...i will be stalking AG blog for pics of you guys!!!!

Congrats to both of you

SparkyandAng Posted: May 15, 2008 10:25 PM

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Denise, I hope your rehearsal dinner went well.
This is soo exciting! Your wedding is in less than 48 hours. CRAZY!!! I am so bummed I won't be home and can't stalk you at JT just to see how beautiful and happy you look.

Enjoy every second.

Fausha Posted: May 15, 2008 10:30 PM

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That was the sweetest post!!!!!! Congrats to you and your FH!!!! You are going to look absolutely stunning and have the most beautiful day!!!!!!

anamaree77 Posted: May 15, 2008 10:32 PM

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Aww Denise, you are adorable. I wish you the best wedding and most amazing life. You have such a good heart and you deserve it!!!!!

Mrs A in May Posted: May 15, 2008 10:46 PM

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Don't forget to actually LOOK at FH as you walk down the aisle. One regret I have is that I forgot to look at DH, I was so busy looking at everyone else!

Crystan08 Posted: May 15, 2008 10:50 PM

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AWWW Don't worry Denise!!! Everything will all be PERFECT!!!! and it's crazy how all of a sudden you realize what is about to happen and its very emotional!!! I think every bride has that week of insanity!!!! I'm approaching mine!!!!!!!!! LoL BUT i can't wait to see pics of how beautiful you are going to look on your wedding day!!!!! I can't believe after all this time it is finally here!!! After all of the planning, all of the posting, all of the fittings and trials and drama it's actually here!!!!! I wish you nothing but happiness and I am so excited for you!!!!!

PoeticJustice Posted: May 16, 2008 04:09 AM

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You are going to have an AMAZING day Chica and yes you hit the nail on the head that it is really about marrying the person you love

mariaobride Posted: May 16, 2008 08:22 AM

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aww I was getting emotional reading your post- at least they are happy tears.. we all are so happy and excited for you

Utterhappiness Posted: May 16, 2008 08:34 AM

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Just read that on the way to work and I was texting FH that was balling my eyes out with you...I am an emotional mess and its only my year mark.. I cant imagine how I will be with only a couple days away!!

All my best to you Denise, and all the girls getting married this weekend!!

Your post just really put things into perspective and I am soo happy for you!!

Have an amazing weekend!! I have no doubt that you will!!

AMGBride2008 Posted: May 16, 2008 08:37 AM

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Deninse... I can honestly say that I'm truely excited for you and I'm sure I'm not the only one. Best of luck to you!!!! Can't wait for pictures!!!

Lori-Chris2008 Posted: May 16, 2008 08:40 AM

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Posted by Espo22

WOW it all hit me so much today. I had to drive to commack and the whole drive from queens to commack, i couldnt stop crying. And not just a few tears but really crying. All the emotions hit me at once. Just thinking of FBIL's speech got me histerical too bc he is such a mush and i know his speech will have us crying, thinking of seeing him for the first time when i walk down the aisle, and just all these moments. Then driving back home too i started crying. I just keep crying today non-stop. I told my mom this as i was boxing my favors, which yes i JUST finished now, took me 1 1/2 hours to box them all and ribbon them but PHEW that is done with anyways from the corner of my eye i saw my mom crying which omg is a big thing bc she cries as often as there is an eclipse. I am a mess hahaha, i dont even know how i will be at the rehearsal, how will i even handle that if i am crying for no reason out of nowhere and i cant even stop myself.

Its insane the feelings you go through and all the emotions. I have had a week of pure H E L L lol but finally mostly everything is done. All i have left to do is tomorrow to pick up my dress and veil, and my dad got a van and he will drop off the rest of the stuff at jericho terrace tomorrow morning. Then just get a mani and pedi. PHEW i just crashed hard before too. I was out from 10am running around, got the wrong size box so had to drive back to commack this is my first time sitting today, and in a few mins have to get ready to go to the rehearsal. Yesterday i was out from 9am and didnt get home until 11:30pm, i ended up getting stuck in the worst traffic in the city last night, they closed down this whole big section so nobody was really moving. I am so out of it. But this insane rush of excitedness hit me, and then emotions.

Its truly crazy, and today none of the little touches went through my mind, none of these things we always obsess about. The only things that i cant wait for are seeing him when i walk down the aisle, saying our vows. And just the whole night of us together celebrating and with all our loved ones. Now i wonder why drove myself crazy about so many things, i am marrying my best friend this saturday and nothing can compete to that.

Don't know why i wrote this lol

Good luck tomorrow girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have fun and enjoy!!!!!