I just don't care about ANYTHING anymore. Not even my wedding...

For the past 3 days, I've felt like I had major pms, but I just got over 'it' like a week & a half ago (sorry, TMI?). But normally I'm the one that everyone wishes they had a personality like. Like at work, whenever anyone is having a ho-hum day & I walk in, they're all like, 'Yeahh, Dawnie's here! Come sit by me & make me laugh.' But honestly, I don't really give a flying flip about anything lately. My apartment is a complete disaster, my little Tucker's paws needed to be clipped like 2 weeks ago, I've been wearing sweats alllllll day long, my hair hasn't seen a styling product in a week (which is very rare for me!) I've been arguing with my mom about the stupidest crap, but most of all, I've been fighting-- NO, make that BALLING with FH for days now.

Everyone always says they've never seen a girl more in love with her man than I am, but I really just do not care about any of this anymore. What's my deal? Everything is fine around me, but I couldn't care less if the house crumbled around me. Does anyone know what's going on here? Is it stress from the wedding? Why aren't I myself? Has anyone else gone through this?

And what is the deal with all of my crying??? Uggh, I cry at red lights, at night, in the shower, pretty much all day. Someone, please tell me I'm not going crazy. I used to be so happy.