Umm ok so I love FH more than anything in the world.. and we will be together 7 years in feb.
Now.. my issue is.. I DO NOT show my emotions in public.
The thought of saying those vows in front of my family and friends seriously makes me hyperventalate.
I am a teacher and speak in front of teachers, coworkers, studenst etc everyday, and yet the thought of being all emotional in front of all those people makes me want to puke.
We had to go in front of the congrgation at the pre cana mass with 30 couples and all say stuff to each other and I started laughing and couldnt look FH in the eyes.
I justwatched the friends episode where monica and chandler get married and I my chest was getting all tight thinking about having to do that WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??!???!!??
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Posted by Goldi1021
Just take pictures of Fred. That will keep you busy. Me too actually!
Oh and I have such a good one too.. I have to uplaod it
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Im ready when you are.
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I recently 'visited' my dress so we could take pictures and some other girls were there and started oohing and ahhing me in my dress (nothing big, just like everyone does) but I am NOT good with having all the attention focused on me and started thinking how am I ever gonna spend an entire day like this?! This is why I want to see my FH before the ceremony or else it will be even worse!
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Posted by LR5883
I recently 'visited' my dress so we could take pictures and some other girls were there and started oohing and ahhing me in my dress (nothing big, just like everyone does) but I am NOT good with having all the attention focused on me and started thinking how am I ever gonna spend an entire day like this?! This is why I want to see my FH before the ceremony or else it will be even worse!
See I kinda like the whole not seeing him until the aisle part.. just not the pouring out my heart in front of people part
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Posted by Goldi1021
Im ready when you are.
I had to drive my younger sister to a friends house.. gimme a few
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I wanted to wait, too, but my FH really wanted to do pictures beforehand..and now the more I think about it I don't think I could make it down the aisle without seeing him first..I would be WAY to nervous!
