I'm back.... after a week break
Hey everyone. Hope you stay dry in New York. I'm at work and have to endure another wedding at the ballroom. Gladly the guests who are staying here are very nice to give me a goody bag (the MOTG) for being really nice to them all weekend.
The other day I did talk to FI (now ex-FI, read on)about what happened. He's in slightly better spirits. More optiomistic about his recovery. He does feel queezy but that's from the chemo. Anyway, we did talk about what would happen now since I found out he cheated in Cali. After thinking long and hard (and praying), I felt it is best to just focus on his health. I do want him to be okay but as far as marrying him, it would be right for my pysche. I know myself and I know I'll be paranoid for the rest of my life if I go ahead and marry him. Rob S. is wonderful and great but he is not the one. If he was, he would have never went behind my back, esp. after everything I have done for him.
Meanwhile last weekend, my friend Rob H. came over and we went to Reading to watch figure skating. It was fun watching it live. I did told him what I was planning to tell him when I was heading to New York and he asked if I was sure if I want to do this. I felt it was for the best for myself and for the sake that he should just get better. He even suggests that I should take a vacation and keep the dress when I am ready to marry anyone.
Anyway, going to continue on at work and listen what is going on at the reception. LOL![]()
The other day I did talk to FI (now ex-FI, read on)about what happened. He's in slightly better spirits. More optiomistic about his recovery. He does feel queezy but that's from the chemo. Anyway, we did talk about what would happen now since I found out he cheated in Cali. After thinking long and hard (and praying), I felt it is best to just focus on his health. I do want him to be okay but as far as marrying him, it would be right for my pysche. I know myself and I know I'll be paranoid for the rest of my life if I go ahead and marry him. Rob S. is wonderful and great but he is not the one. If he was, he would have never went behind my back, esp. after everything I have done for him.
Meanwhile last weekend, my friend Rob H. came over and we went to Reading to watch figure skating. It was fun watching it live. I did told him what I was planning to tell him when I was heading to New York and he asked if I was sure if I want to do this. I felt it was for the best for myself and for the sake that he should just get better. He even suggests that I should take a vacation and keep the dress when I am ready to marry anyone.
Anyway, going to continue on at work and listen what is going on at the reception. LOL
